I paint my own reality!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY------------> 2010

2010-02-13T11:13:00.000-08:00

ON A VERY Special Day!
FOR A VERY SPECIAL YOU!
YOU DESERVE THIS Very Special Wish!

LET NOBODY IN THIS WORLD BLOW OFF THE CANDLE OF LOVE....LET ITS SPARK KINDLE THE CANDLE OF HOPE WHICH LIGHTS YOUR WHOLE LIFE CHASING AWAY THE DARKNESS FOREVER, FILLING IT WITH JOY UNTOLD!!!

LET TRUST BE HEART OF LOVE....AND LOVE BE ART OF LIFE...'coz LOVE IS NEVER SEIZING......ITS FOREVER...& FOREVER has NO END!!!!

LOVE LIKE U HVE NEVER BEEN HURT.......................

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

WITH LOADZA ... LOADZA WISHES ON THIS BEAUTIFUL VALENTINE'DAY...

SIGNING WITH LOVE,
Teena Sam

Bye Year - 2008...Welcome 2009!!!

2008-12-16T07:02:00.000-08:00

Its been Months I put up something here. Its The End of the YEAR- 2008 and I am still thinking on....What do I update here....My Blog...My Sweet Space...The Place where I loved to be @ times in Life!....

And here I get some inspirational thoughts from Monisha...
Kwel as she is...Beauty that lies in Heart is shown!

Life gives so much to think...so much to act....The Time just flies so quick that, by the time we decide on 'What NOW?'...You wouldn't have any options left!

So...Whatz was so much Special about 2008??
IT WAS SPECIAL BY ITSELF!!! LOL....Na.....What an Answer!!!
Someone made It Special....Something made it Special...

Wow....Just found this Beautiful... Beautiful Thought.... BE THANKFUL

BE THANKFUL

Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire. If you did, what would there be to look forward to?

Be thankful when you don't know something, for it gives you the opportunity to learn.

Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow.

Be thankful for your limitations, because they give you opportunities for improvement.

Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons.

Be thankful when you're tired and weary, because it means you've made a difference.

It's easy to be thankful for the good things.

A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks.

Find a way to be thankful for your troubles, and they can become your blessings.

I absolutely agree with "Find a way to be thankful for your troubles, and they can become your blessings"
Its very true...we often complain....Infact I do....when I am angry and I Use Words, @ that moment with no regret I feel that it deserves to be that way...
Alas..in a while from then.....I find myself, so Sad, feeling guilty and pitying My Arogance,Anger....And regreting for the past Moment!!! Will I get that Moment Back?? No....Therez so much of Hurt...Hurt for self and Hurt for the Other!!
And Now...here I am kneeling down and asking God, "God,why does this happen to me..Why dont I have enough patience....Why Lord, Why???"

For the times I hate myself, for what I am ...I learnt to offer them Up to the Lord and Say..."Thank You Sweet God...For I realise that I am a Human and Not God!!! And so are the Others too.."

It is ONLY when we accept ourselves for whatever we are, It Is ONLY then we can change Our Lifes for the Better....

I Learnt this a hard Way thou..... n 'am still trying my best, to accept what I am!!! I know It sounds weird!! giggles..

Something important.....Experience 2: Not As hard as the first one thou..
Being Possessive can Lead you to a Deep $#**...
Anywayz..Exp 1 reminded me of the Best Solution...
" Every One Is Free In This World.....
If You Love SOmething....Set It Free..
If It is Yours, It will Come Back to you...
Else, Think It was Never Yours!!"

Phew!!! It reallly WORKS!!!

At the End of Both my Experience.....I am Happy...Coz...Its Mine!!!
Love is Freedom....
Nothing can be compared to the Gift of Freedom...
coz..Thou...God created man in his own likeness, He gave man a FREEWILL...
I AM BORN FREE..So IS ANYONE!!!
Psalms 121:1-8

1 I will lift up my eyes to the hills, from whence comes my help?
2 My help comes from the LORD, who made heaven and earth.
3 He will not alow your foot to be moved; He who keeps you will not slumber.
4 Behold, he who keeps Israel shall neither slumber nor sleep.
5 The LORD is your keeper;the LORD is your shade at your right hand.
6 The sun shall not strike you by day, nor the moon by night.
7 The LORD shall preserve you from all evil; He shall preserve your soul.
8 The LORD shall preserve your going out and your coming in from this time forth, and even for evermore.

Yes...All this year Through..I felt My God's Protection so safe..so sound in every second of my Life.

There are many things I learnt in Life.....
One of those important lessons is that, do not expect anything in return to your deeds when you think you are in right track.

Coz when expectations are not met....and you still wait in fraustration for something to return...you forget to continue doing your deeds and stand there in pain......With NO gain but only thoughts of no value..

AND FORGIVENESS.......Its a Wonderful Weapon against your enemy.....LOVE YOUR ENEMY, IT MAKES HIM GO MAD!!!
If you are a person who has a heart, to forgive the ones, caused you pain....I bet..you are forgiven 100 million times By Father God in Heaven!!!
ItZ Only when you Forgive, that you are forgiven.... If You have a Heart to Forgive....You are a Person whom God Has Blessed Abundantly...

If you can Love a Person...without expecting anything back in return...You are a person in Whom...God has Poured his Love into your Heart...overflowing and never ceasing..coz God's Love is so....

Oru Maduramaaya Sneham.....Daivathindae AA Maduramaaya Sneham..ennae....ithuvarae ethichu...inniyum athu anganae thudarum...
Ooro Pravisham endae Yeshuvindae Sneham njan anubhavikyumbol.......Athindae Pathhiratti Sneham njan agrahikyunnu...Ithraeyum..Maduramaaya aa Sneham....Endae Karthaavallathae...arkum tharaan kazhiyella,.....

My Prayer Tonight...

My Sweet Jesus...In this Life of Mine..at any point of time..at any part of my life..If I did crave for any kind of Love and If there is a Gap....unfilled....Fill it with your Love,That Sweet..Love of yours, Father. Coz..You are the healer....Yo know the best...You know my Past..My Present and my Future....
I love You God..So very Abundantly....Just standing here as Nothing infront of you Oh Lord...So...That You Fill this Nothingness in me. You pour out your Love and never ceasing Blessings on me..so that ...I, in great Joy and Happiness...Praise You, Oh Lord....And Glorify your Precious Name, Yaweh Adonai!!!

Praise You and Bless Your Name Oh, Lord!!

My Achievements for the Year 2008-
On The Whole... NOTHING!
Career- No Where did it move...
Completed SOX =Sarbanes Oxley Act, training
Efforts- Zero
Time- Zero
On the whole....Been very Lazy

Stopped cooking completely..
Was ill for more than a Month or two..
Did make it to few good retreats which helped me come Closer to My Lord, from my shatteredness.
Dint go to my hometown frequently....
Did join the Youth of Holy Ghost for intercessions on Saturdays....which are remarkable and awesome Time..I spend with Christ...to hear his voice..!

Spiritually, Yes..I did grow..

Lost My Childhood Friend...My School Buddy- Ashley Alberts!! Wow...What a Charming person he was, as a boy.
Days went on...when he had to leave our School and Join the Other for his High School....Slowly things started changing....Met him couple of times...even when he was in his high school....
Things completely changed when he had joined College......A Completely Lost MAN...

Never was in touch with him after that..even thou..I remembered him often.....Coz The friendship which we shared during our School Days..are never the ones to be forgotten..

I was shocked and Just could'nt take it when I heared that...."He is No More!!!"
Why did this happen to My friend?????
He Lost his Mom when he was in College. MAy be, that Loss of Love, Care and Support which was very important for that part of his blooming life, left him aimless ....And I feel that is when he lost himself to things which he should nt had to....and finally We...His Friends...LOST THAT BRILLIANT SCHOOL BUDDY!!

Just praying for his soul.......Miss You Ashley......The Memories, of those Times Spent during school days are never Fading..!

I was getting used to Single Life So...much that,,,feeling of getting committed would make me(still makes me) so much restless, thinking of the hard times to face with another...No idea Who it is gonna be.

Had tough time convincing my parents....each time proposals came....
Can say....It was Very Hard for me to do that. GHOSH!!! Days were BAD!! Never felt anyone as "The Chosen One" for me.....NOw, is that My fault???
(PArents Said ,"YES, it is!!" hehhehehhe)

This Year Started with Nija's Wedding, Then Anjali, Then Soumya, Ashwin Kiran's Wedding....and many more in btw...
Rajani My Chaddi Dosth.... is a proud mother of Cute Little Baby Gal..
Hehhehe...How will I forget...Jibu's Wedding...He'll kill me if I dont mention that here.Who else....Yeah, Jose got married...who else mmmmmm Yep...Chechi's Best Frn, Chittae...Got a Baby Gal. Hmmmm Sunil's Parents busy looking for a Gal = Pretty Zinta personality...:D All The Best ..Frn!!

Nija back from UK on a Break..
Roshan Back from Canada on Vacation..
James back from Qatar on Vacation...
Rancy Joined Engineering...
Dad went to Singapore, early This Year and Malaysia in this last month of the year. He Brought Lotta Yummy Chocolates. Yummy Yummy...........
Jaan Family and Mom went to Kodaikanal trip.
Chech Family ....Went on a trip to Goa.
I made few Trips to Mangalore this year..
Sneha n Kiran made their 2nd trip to Goa for their Anniversary.
Made Lotta Shopping....So much that I am Brankrupt NOW!!!:(
Celebrated Dad's 60th Birthday.
House Warming Ceremony was done..
Bhavya's Baby Boy, Aryaa Celebrated his 1st Birthday on 5th September.
Somebody celebrated their 26th Bithday on the 13th of September.
I forgot to Wish ANjali and Nija on their Birthday on the 6th December. Forgot to Wish Soumya on October 6th.

Bought a new Olympus Camera Early this year...Good One
Bought New N82 set...(Osiyil pagathi adichu...from Chechi)
Bought a New Laptop..Dell Studio, Good Config. Thanks Dad n Mom for the Budget...[Dont Tell me "Shameless", I've been telling myself that 101 times a day.....Shopping ruined Me :( ]

Wow...How will I NOT WRITE THIS....MY BEST BUDDY PETER FOUND HIS SOULMATE........HIS PARTNER FOR LIFE.....ANNIE!!
mmmmmmmmmmmuuuuuuuuuuHhhhhhh Who else can be happier than Me....!

JESUS....My Valentine - Who can Love Me More Than Him??

2008-02-14T06:51:00.000-08:00

Jesus does not send perfume
to linger in the air.
Instead He sends salvation sweet
to show how much He cares.

He does not bring me candy hearts
in boxes of delight.
Instead He always lets me know
I am precious in His sight.

He does not send out pretty cards
trimmed in shades of red.
Instead He gave His life for me
His precious blood was shed.

He does not hand out fancy gifts
like we would send to mother.
Instead He sends a message clear
to always love each other.

He does not give me teddy bears
that whimper, "please be mine".
Instead He gave His heart to me
I wear it all the time.

He does not give me roses pink
for all the world to see.
Instead He gave eternal life,
that is good enough for me!

Happy Valentines Day!!!!

Old Is Gold

2008-01-24T06:38:00.000-08:00

Dheere Dheere Se Meri Zindagi Mein Aana
Dheere Dheere Se Mere Dil Ko Churaana
Tum Se Pyaar Humein Kitna Hai Jaane Jaana
Tumse Milkar Tumko Hai Bataana

Dheere Dheere Se Meri Zindagi Mein Aana
Dheere Dheere Se Mere Dil Ko Churaana
Tum Se Pyaar Humein Kitna Hai Jaane Jaana
Tumse Milkar Tumko Hai Bataana

Jabse Tujhko Dekha Dil Ko Koi Aaraam Nahin
Mere Hothon Pe Ek Tere Siva Koi Naam Nahin
Apna Bhi Haal Tumhare Jaisa Hai Saajan
Bas Yaad Tujhe Karti Hoon Aur Koi Kaam Nahin
Ban Gaya Hoon Main Tera Deewana
Dheere Dheere Se Dil Ko Churaana

Dheere Dheere Se Meri Zindagi Mein Aana
Dheere Dheere Se Mere Dil Ko Churaana

Tune Bhi Aksar Mujhko Jagaya Raaton Mein
Aur Neend Churayi Meethi Meethi Baaton Mein
Tune Bhi Beshak Mujhe Kitna Tadpaya
Phir Bhi Teri Har Ek Ada Par Pyaar Aaya
Aaja Aaja Ab Kaisa Sharmaana
Dheere Dheere Se Dil Ko Churaana

Dheere Dheere Se Meri Zindagi Mein Aana
Dheere Dheere Se Mere Dil Ko Churaana
Tum Se Pyaar Humein Kitna Hai Jaane Jaana
Tumse Milkar Tumko Hai Bataana .

Praise And Worship (My Collections..)

2007-05-11T06:39:00.000-07:00

A

Above all powers above all kings
Agnus Dei::Alleluia, Alleluia
Ancient Of Days
As the Deer Pants For the Water
Awesome God

B

Better is one day
Breathe::This is the air I breathe
Bridge for His Love

C

Change My heart O Lord
Come As You Are
Come as you are::You are the reason
Come Let Us Worship

D

Did you feel the mountians tremble

E

El Shaddai

F

Father I Adore You

G

Give us clean hands
God Of All
God Of Wonders

H

He Has Made Me Glad
He Is Exalted
Here I Am To Worship
Hungry (Falling On My Knees)

I

I Could Sing Of Your Love Forever:Over the mountains
I have come to worship You:Many mighty
I have decided to follow Jesus
I love you, Lord
I Will Call Upon the Lord
It is well

K

Knowing You (All I Once Held Dear)

L

Lord I come to You::The Power Of Your Love
Lord Reign in Me

M

More Precious Than Silver
My Jesus, My Saviour
My Life Is In You, Lord

O

O Praise Him:Turn your ear
Only A God Like You
Open The Eyes Of My Heart::
Our Love Is Loud
Out Of Eden - Every Move I Make

S

Shine, Jesus Shine
Shout To The North
Sometimes the night was beautiful
Spirit of The Living God

T

There Is None Like You
The Wonderful Cross
Trading My Sorrows

Y

You are my king
You are my strength when I am weak:Jesus, Lamb of God
Your love is deep

W

We Bow Down
We Fall Down
When All Is Said And Done
When the music fades

You are Lord of creation and Lord of my life

2007-05-11T05:47:00.000-07:00

We Bow Down

You are Lord of creation and Lord of my life
Lord of the land and the sea
You were Lord of the heavens before there was time
And Lord of all Lords you will be

Chorus:
We bow down and we worship You Lord (repeat 3x)
Lord of all Lords You will be

You are King of creation and King of my life
King of the land and the sea
You were King of the heavens before there was time
And King of all Kings you will be

Chorus

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We Fall Down

We fall down
We lay our crowns
At the fee........t of Jesus

The greatness of mercyandlove
At the fee........t of Jesus

And we cry, "Holy, Holy, Holy"
And we cry, "Holy, Holy, Holy"
And we cry, "Holy, Holy, Holy"
Is the Lamb

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When All Is Said And Done
(Tommy Walker)

When all is said and done
And everyone is gone
Lord You're really all I want
When the best the world has
Just leaves me feeling numb
Lord You're really all I want

All that I long for all that I hope for
Is just that sense of You coming near
All that my heart is hungry to have is
Just one more touch from Your loving hand
When all is said and done
Lord You're all I want

All that I long for all that I hope for
Is just that sense of You coming near
All that my heart is hungry to have is
Just one more touch from Your loving hand

When all is said and done
Lord You're all I want
When all is said and done
Lord You're all I want

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Heart of Worship::When the music fades and all is stripped away
(Matt Redman)

When the music fades and all is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring something that's of worth
That will bless Your heart

I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the things I've made it
When it's all about You
All about You, Jesus

King of endless worth, no one could express
How much You deserve
Though I'm weak and poor, all I have is Yours
Every single breath

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Im forgiven because you were forsaken!

2007-05-11T05:43:00.000-07:00

You are my king
Artist: Chris Tomlin
Album: Authentic

Im forgiven because you were forsaken
Im accepted, You were condemned
Im alive and well
Your spirit is within me
Because you died and rose again

Im forgiven because you were forsaken
im accepted, you were condemned
im alive and well
your spirit is within me
because you died and rose again

Amazing love, how can it be?
that you, my king. would die for me
Amazing love, i know its true
its my joy to honor you
Amazing love how can it be?
that my king would die for me
Amazing love i know its true
its my joy to honor you
in all i do
i honor you

Im forgiven because you were forsaken
im accepted, you were condemned
im alive and well
your spirit is within me
because you died and rose again

Amazing love how can it be
that you , my king would die for me
Amazing love, i know its true
its my joy to honor you
Amazing love how can it be?
that you, my king, would die for me
Amazing love, i know its true
its my joy to honor you
in all i do i honor you

You are my king
You are my king
Jesus, You are my king
Jesus, You are my king

Amazing love, how can it be?
that you, my king, would die for me
Amazing love, i know its true
its my joy to honor you
Amazing love, how can it be?
that you, my king would die for me
Amazing love i know its true
its my joy to honor you
in all i do i honor you
in all i do honor you

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You are my strength when I am weak::Jesus, Lamb of God

You are my strength when I am weak
You are the Treasure that I seek
You are my all in all
Seeking you as a precious Jewel
Lord, to give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all

Chorus:
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is your name

Taking my sin, my cross my shame
Rising again, I bless your name
You are my all in all
When I fall down you pick me up
When I am dry you fill my cup
You are my all in all
All in All

VERSE 1

You are my strength when I am weak.
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all.
Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord, to give up I'd be a fool.
You are my all in all.

CHORUS

Jesus, Lamb of God, worthy is Your Name,
Jesus, Lamb of God, worthy is Your Name.

VERSE 2

Taking my sin, my cross, my shame,
Rising again, I bless Your Name.
You are my all in all.
When I fall down, You pick me up.
When I am dry, You fill my cup.
You are my all in all.

CHORUS
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Your love is deep
Artist: Jami Smith

Your love is deep
Your love is high
Your love is long
Your love is wide

Deeper than my view of grace
Higher than this worldly place
Longer than this road I travel
Wider than the gap you filled

Bridge:
Who shall seperate us
Who shall seperate us from your love
Nothing can seperate us
Nothing can seperate us from you love

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There Is None Like You(Jesus!)

2007-05-11T05:41:00.000-07:00

There Is None Like You
Lenny LeBlane

There is none like You
No one else can touch my heart like You do
I could search for all eternity long
And find there is none like You

Your mercy flows like a river wide
And healing comes from Your hands
Suffering children are safe in Your arms
There is none like You

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The Wonderful Cross
(Michael W. Smith - )

When i survey the wondrous cross
On which the prince of glory died
My richest gain i count but loss
And pour contempt on all my pride

See from his head his hands his feet
Sorrow and love for me poured down
Did e'er such love and sorrow meet
Or thorns compose so rich a crown

Oh, the wonderful cross [2x]
Bides me come and die and find
That i may truly live

Oh, the wonderful cross [2x]
All who gather here by grace
Drawn here and bless your name

Were the whole realm of nature mine
That were an offering far too small
Love so amazing so divine
Demands my soul my life my all

Oh, the wonderful cross [2x]
Bids me come and die and find
That i may truly live

Oh, the wonderful cross [2x]
All who gather here by grace
Drawn here and bless your name

Life so amazing, so divine
Demands my soul. my life, my all
And the beauty and the shame
In the glory of his name
Oh, the wonderful cross

Oh, the wonderful cross [2x]
Bids me come and die and find
That i may truly live

Oh, the wonderful cross [2x]
All who gather here by grace
Drawn here and bless your name

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Trading My Sorrows

I'm trading my sorrows
I'm trading my shame
I'm laying them down for the joy of the Lord

I'm trading my sickness
I'm trading my pain
I'm laying it down for the joy of the Lord

We say yes Lord yes Lord yes yes Lord
Yes Lord yes Lord yes yes Lord

Yes Lord yes Lord yes yes Lord Amen

I'm pressed but not crushed persecuted not
abandoned
Struck down but not destroyed
I am blessed beyond the curse for his promise
will endure

That his joy's gonna be my strength
Though the sorrow may last for the night
His joy comes with the morning

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Men of faith, rise up and sing

2007-05-11T05:39:00.000-07:00

Shout To The North

VERSE 1:
Men of faith, rise up and sing
Of the great and glorious King
You are strong when you feel weak,
In your broken-ness, complete.

CHORUS:

Shout to the north and the south.
Sing to the east and the west.
Jesus is Saviour to all,
Lord of heaven and earth.

VERSE 2:
Rise up women of the truth
Stand and sing to broken hearts
Who can know the healing power
Of our glorious King of love?

BRIDGE:

We've been through fire, we've been through rain.
We've been refined by the pow'r of His name
We've fallen deeper in love with You.
You've burned the truth on our lips.

VERSE 3:
Rise up church with broken wings;
Fill this place with songs again
Of our God who reigns on high.
By His grace again we'll fly.

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Sometimes the night was beautiful
(Rich Mullins)

Sometimes the night was beautiful
Sometimes the sky was so far away
Sometimes it seemed to stoop so close
You could touch it but your heart would break
Sometimes the morning came too soon
Sometimes the day could be so hot
There was so much work left to do
But so much You'd already done

CHORUS:
Oh God, You are my God
And I will ever praise You
Oh God, You are my God
And I will ever praise You
I will seek You in the morning
And I will learn to walk in Your ways
And step by step You'll lead me
And I will follow You all of my days

Sometimes I think of Abraham
How one star he saw had been lit for me
He was a stranger in this land
And I am that, no less than he
And on this road to righteousness
Sometimes the climb can be so steep
I may falter in my steps
But never beyond Your reach

CHORUS

And I will follow You all of my days
And I will follow You all of my days
And step by step You'll lead me
And I will follow You all of my days
And I will follow You all of my days
(Sometimes the night was beautiful)
And I will follow You all of my days

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Spirit of the living God

Spirit of the living God, Fall Afresh on us
Spirit of the living God, Fall Afresh on us
Melt us, mold us, fill us, use us…
Spirit of the living God, Fall afresh on us

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Spirit of, the living God
Call fresh on, me
Spirit of, the living God
Fall fresh on me
Melt me, Mold me
Fill me, LORD use me
Spirit of, the living God
Fall fresh on, me
Spirit of, the living God
Fall fresh on, me
Fill me, Mold me
Fill me, Use me,
Spirit of, the living God
Fall fresh on, me
LORD melt me, LORD use me, LORD fill me, LORD mold me

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Shine, Jesus Shine :: Lord the light or your love is shining
Cliff Richard

Lord the light or your love is shining,
In the midst of the darkness shining,
Jesus light of the world shine upon us,
Set us free by the truth you now bring us,
Shine on me. shine on me.

Shine jesus shine
Fill this land with the fathers glory
Blaze, spirit blaze,
Set our hearts on fire
Flow, river flow
Flood the nations with grace and mercy
Send forth your word
Lord and let there be light.

Lord I come to your awesome presence,
From the shadows into your radiance,
By the blood I may enter your brightness,
Search me, try me, consume all my darkness,
Shine on me. shine on me.

As we gaze on your kindly brightness.
So our faces display your likeness.
Ever changing from glory to glory,
Mirrored here may our lives tell your story.
Shine on me. shine on me.

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O Praise Him (All This For A King)

2007-05-11T05:34:00.000-07:00

O Praise Him (All This For A King):Turn Your ear
(David Crowder)

Turn your ear
To Heaven and hear
The noise inside
The sound of angels
The sound of angel¡¯s songs
And all this for a King
We could join and sing
"All to Christ the King!"

How constant
How divine
This song of ours will rise
Oh, how constant
How divine
This love of ours will rise
Will rise...

CHORUS:
O praise Him!
O praise Him!
He is Holy!
He is Holy, yeah!

Turn your gaze
To Heaven and raise
A joyous noise
Oh, the sound of salvation come
The sound of rescued ones
And all this for a king
Angles join to sing
"All for Christ the King!"

CHORUS [2x]

O pra-ise Him!
O pra-ise Him!
He is Ho-ly!
He is Ho-ly!

Oh la la la la la...

How infininte and sweet
This love so rescuing
Oh how infinitely sweet
This great love that has redeemed
As one, we sing...

"Hallelujah!
Hallelujah!
He is Ho-ly!
He is Ho-ly!" [2x]

O pra-ise Him!
O pra-ise Him!
He is Ho-ly!
He is Ho-ly!

Oh, La la la la la la...

"Hallelujah!
Hallelujah!
He is Ho-ly!
He is Ho-ly!"

O pra-ise Him!
O pra-ise Him!
He is Ho-ly!
He is Ho-ly!

Oh la la la la la la...

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Only A God Like You

Verse:
For the praises of man
I will never ever stand
To the kingdoms of this world
I’ll never give my heart away or shout my praise
My allegiance and devotion
My heart’s desire and all emotion
Go to serve the man who died upon that tree

Chorus:
Only a God like you
Can be worthy of my praise
And all my hope and faith
To only a king of all kings
Will I bow my knee and sing
Give my everything

Chorus 2:
To only my maker, my father, my savior
Redeemer, restorer, rebuilder, rewarder
To only a God like you, do I give my praise

Verse

Chorus

Chorus 2

Bridge:
Only a God like you, only a God like you
Only a God like you, Only a God like you
(x 4)

Chorus 2

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Open The Eyes Of My Heart

Open the eyes of my heart, Lord
Open the eyes of my heart;
I want to see You, I want to see You.

Open the eyes of my heart, Lord
Open the eyes of my heart;
I want to see You, I want to see You.

To see You high and lifted up,
Shining in the light of Your glory.
Pour out Your pow'r and love;
As we sing holy, holy, holy...

Bridge:
Holy, holy, holy
Holy, holy, holy
Holy, holy, holy

I want to see You.
I want to hear You.
I want to know You.
I want to see You.

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Our Love Is Loud
(David Crowder)

When we sing
Hear our songs, to You
When we dance
Feel us move, to You
When we laugh
Fill our smiles, with You

Pre-Chorus:
When we lift our voices
Louder still
Can You hear us?
Can You feel?

Chorus:
We love You, Lord
We love You
We love You
We love You, Lord
We love You
We love You

When we sing [LOUD!]
Hear our songs, to You
When we dance [ROUND!]
Feel us move, to You
When we laugh [ALOUD!]
Fill our smiles, with You

(Pre-Chorus)

(Chorus)

Bridge:
And our love is big
Our love is loud
Fill this place with this love now [4x]
And our love is big
Our love is loud
Fill our lungs (Fill This Place, with your Love)
To sing it now...

(Chorus [4x])

Out:
We lift our voices louder still
Our God is near
Our God is here(Lets lift..

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Out Of Eden - Every Move I Make Lyrics

na-- na-- na na na
na-- na-- na na na
na-- na-- na na
na
na-- na-- na na na

Every move I make
I
make in You
You make me move, Jesus
Every breath I
take
I breathe in You

Every step I take
I
take in You
You are my way, Jesus
Every breath I
take
I breathe in You

singing
na-- na-- na
na na
na-- na-- na na na
na-- na-- na na na
na--
na-- na na na

Every move I make
I make in
You
You make me move, Jesus
Every breath I take
I
breathe in You

Every step I take
I take in
You
You are my way, Jesus
Every breath I take
I
breathe in You

Waves of mercy
Waves of grace
Everywhere I look
I see Your face
Your love has
captured me
Oh my God, this love
How can it be

na-- na-- na na na
na-- na-- na na na
na--
na-- na na na
na-- na-- na na na
na-- na-- na na na
na-- na-- na na na
na-- na-- na na na
na-- na-- na
na na

Every move I make
I make in You
You
make me move, Jesus

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Lord, you are more precious than silver.

2007-05-11T05:30:00.000-07:00

More Precious Than Silver

Lord, you are more precious than silver.
Lord, you are more costly than gold.
Lord, you are more beautiful than diamonds, and
nothing I de-sire com-pares with you.

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My Jesus, My Saviour

My Jesus, my Saviour,
Lord, there is none like You.
All of my days... I want to praise
The wonders of Your migh...ty love.
My comfort, my shelter,
Tower of re...fuge and strength,
Let ever..y breath, all that I am,
Never cease to wor...ship You...

Shout to the Lord all the earth, let us sing
Power and ma..jesty, pra..ise to the King.
Mountains bow down
And the seas will roar
At the sound, of Your name.1^
I sing for joy at the works of Your hands.
Forever I'll love You, forever I'll stand.
Nothing compares to the
Promiise I have, in You.

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My Life Is In You, Lord

My Life Is In You, Lord
My strength is in You, Lord
My hope is in You, Lord
In You, it's in You
(Repeat 3 times)

I will praise You with all of my life
I will praise You with all of my strength
With all of my life, with all of my strength
All of my hope is in You

(Chorus)
(Verse)
(Chorus)

(Ending)
In You, it's in You,
In You, it's in You,
In You, it's in You,

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Lord I come to You

2007-05-11T05:25:00.000-07:00

Lord I come to You::The Power Of Your Love
(Darlene Zschech)

Lord I come to You
Let my heart be changed, renewed
Flowing from the grace
That I’ve found in You
Lord I’ve come to know
The weakenesses I see in me
Will be stripped away
By the power of Your love

~ chorus ~
Hold me close
Let Your love surround me
Bring me near
Draw me to Your side
And as I wait
I’ll rise up like the eagle

And I will soar with You
Your Spirit leads me on
In the power of Your love

Lord unveil my eyes
Let me see You face to face
The knowledge of Your love
As You live in me
Lord renew my mind
As Your will unfolds in my life
In living every day
By the power of Your love

(repeat chorus twice)

And I will soar with You
Your Spirit leads me on
In the power of Your love
(repeat)

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Lord Reign in Me
(Brenton Brown)

Over all the earth You reign on high
Every mountain stream, every sunset sky
But my one request, Lord my only aim
Is that You reign in me again

Lord reign in me, reign in Your power
Over all my dreams, in my darkest hour
You are the Lord of all I am
So won't You reign in me again

Over every thought, over every word
May my life reflect the beauty of my Lord
Cause You mean more to me than any earthly thing
So won't You reign in me again

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All I once held dear, built my life upon!

2007-05-11T05:00:00.001-07:00

Knowing You (All I Once Held Dear)

All I once held dear, built my life upon,
All this world reveres and wars to own;
All I once thought gain I have counted loss,
Spent and worthless now compared to this.

CHORUS:
Knowing You, Jesus, knowing You
There is no greater thing.
You're my all, You're the best,
You're my joy, my righteousness,
And I love You Lord.

Now my heart's desire is to know You more,
To be found in You and know as Yours,
To possess by faith what I could not earn
All surpassing gift of righteousness

Oh to know the power of Your risen life,
And to know You in Your sufferings;
To become like You in Your death, my Lord,
So with You to live and never die.

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I Could Sing Of Your Love Forever

2007-05-11T04:56:00.000-07:00

I Could Sing Of Your Love Forever::Over the mountains

Over the mountains and the sea,
Your river runs with love for me,
and I will open up my heart
and let the Healer set me free.
I'm happy to be in the truth,
and I will daily lift my hands:
for I will always sing of when
Your love came down. [Yeah!]

I could sing of Your love forever,
I could sing of Your love forever,
I could sing of Your love forever,
I could sing of Your love forever. [Repeat]

Oh, I feel like dancing -
it's foolishness I know;
but, when the world has seen the light,
they will dance with joy,
like we're dancing now.

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I have come to worship You::Many mighty

Many mighty rivers have I crossed
Many barren deserts have I seen
And still my heart beats strong
For You, Oh Lord
For You have been my shelter
And all of my need

[Chorus]
I have come to worship You
Oh, and I have come to worship You

A willing soul and a thankful heart
To find a holy passion just for You
And turn away from the things
That break your heart
And live a life of sacrifice
Just for You

[Chorus]

For only You are worthy
Only You are worthy
Only You are worthy
Of the praise this heart brings

[Chorus]

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I have decided to follow Jesus

1. I have decided to follow Jesus;
I have decided to follow Jesus;
I have decided to follow Jesus;
No turning back, no turning back.
2. Though I may wonder, I still will follow;
Though I may wonder, I still will follow;
Though I may wonder, I still will follow;
No turning back, no turning back.
3. The world behind me, the cross before me;
The world behind me, the cross before me;
The world behind me, the cross before me;
No turning back, no turning back.
4. Though none go with me, still I will follow;
Though none go with me, still I will follow;
Though none go with me, still I will follow;
No turning back, no turning back.
5. Will you decide now to follow Jesus?
Will you decide now to follow Jesus?
Will you decide now to follow Jesus?
No turning back, no turning back.
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I love you, Lord

(Chorus)
I love you, Lord
And I lift my voice
To worship You
Oh, my soul rejoice!
Take joy my King
In what You hear
Let it be a sweet, sweet sound in Your ear

Repeat Chorus
I love you, Lord...

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I Will Call Upon the Lord
(Michael O'Shields)

I will call upon the Lord (I will call upon the Lord)
Who is worthy to be praised (who......praised)
So shall I be saved from my enemies (...saved...enemies)
I will call upon the Lord
(repeat)

The Lord liveth and blessed be the Rock
and may the God of my salvation be exalted
The Lord liveth and blessed be the Rock
and may the God of my salvation be exalted

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It Is Well
Artist(Band):Rebecca St. James

When peace like a river attendeth my way
When sorrows like sea billows roll
Whatever my lot Thou hast taught me to say
Even so, it is well with my soul

CHORUS:
It is well with my soul
It is well, it is well with my soul

And Lord haste the day
When my faith shall be sight
The clouds be rolled back as a scroll

The trump shall resound
And the Lord shall descend
Even so, it is well with my soul

CHORUS x2

Whatever my lot Thou hast taught me to say
Even so, it is well with my soul

CHORUS x2

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"This is the day which the Lord hath made;

2007-05-11T04:54:00.000-07:00

He Has Made Me Glad
Psalm 118:24
"This is the day which the Lord hath made;
we will rejoice and be glad in it."

I will enter his gates with thanksgiving in my heart,
I will enter his courts with praise.
I will say this is the day that the Lord has made,
I will rejoice for He has made me glad.

He has made me glad,
He has made me glad,
I will rejoice for
He has made me glad.
He has made me glad,
I will rejoice for
He has made me glad.

repeat 3 times

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He Is Exalted

He is exalted the King is exalted on high, I will praise Him.
He is exalted forever exalted and I will praise His name!1^

He is the Lord, forever His truth shall reign
Hea..ven and earth, rejoice in His holy name
He is exalted the King is exalted on high

He is exalted the King is exalted on high, I will praise Him.
He is exalted forever exalted and I will praise His name!1^

He is the Lord, forever His truth shall reign
Hea..ven and earth, rejoice in His holy name
He is exalted the King is exalted on high

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Here I Am To Worship

Light of the world, You step down into darkness.
Opened my eyes let me see.
Beauty that made this heart adore you hope of a life spent with you.

[Chorus]
And here I am to worship,
Here I am to bow down,
Here I am to say that you're my God,
You're altogether lovely,
Altogether worthy,
Altogether wonderful to me.

King of all days,
Oh so highly exalted Glorious in heaven above.
Humbly you came to the earth you created.
All for love's sake became poor.

[Chorus]
Here I am to worship,
Here I am to bow down,
Here I am to say that you're my God,
You're altogether lovely,
Altogether worthy,
Altogether wonderful to me.

I'll never know how much it cost to see my sin upon that cross.
I'll never know how much it cost to see my sin upon that cross.
And I'll never know how much it cost to see my sin upon that cross.
No I'll never know how much it cost to se my sin upon that cross.

[Chorus]
Here I am to worship,
Here I am to bow down,
Here I am to say that you're my God,
You're altogether lovely,
Altogether worthy,
Altogether wonderful to me.
So Here I am to worship,
Here I am to bow down,
Here I am to say that you're my God,

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Hungry (Falling On My Knees)

Hungry, I come to you for I know you satisfy
I am empty, but I know Your love does not run dry
And so I wait for You so I wait for You

I'm falling on my knees
Offering all of me
Jesus, You're all this heart is living for

Broken, I run to You for Your arms are open wide
I am weary, but I know Your touch restores my life
And so I wait for You so I wait for You

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Give us clean hands

2007-05-11T04:51:00.000-07:00

Give us clean hands

We bow our hearts, we bend our knees
O Spirit come make us humble

We turn our eyes from evil things
O Lord we cast down our idols

CHORUS:

Give us clean hands, give us pure hearts
Let us not lift our souls to another
Give us clean hands, give us pure hearts
Let us not lift our souls to another

O God let us be a generation that seeks
that seeks your face O God of Jacob
O God let us be a generation that seeks
that seeks your face O God of Jacob

We bow our hearts, we bend our knees
O Spirit come make us humble

We turn our eyes from evil things
O Lord we cast down our idols

CHORUS:
Give us clean hands, give us pure hearts
Let us not lift our souls to another
Give us clean hands, give us pure hearts
Let us not lift our souls to another

O God let us be a generation that seeks
that seeks your face O God of Jacob
O God let us be a generation that seeks
that seeks your face O God of Jacob

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God Of All

God of all
We come to praise You
We lift Your name on high in all the earth
God of all
We come to praise You
We lift Your name on high in all the earth

God of glory
God of majesty
God of mercy
We life Your name on high
God of all
God of all

God of all
We come to praise You
We lift Your name on high in all the earth
God of all
We come to praise You
We lift Your name on high in all the earth

God of holiness
God of righteousness
God of Heaven
We life Your name on high
God of all

God of glory
God of majesty
God of mercy
We life Your name on high
God of holiness
God of righteousness
God of Heaven
We life Your name on high
God of all
God of all

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God Of Wonders

Lord of all creation
Of water, earth and sky,
The heavens are Your tabernacle,
Glory to the Lord on high.

God of wonders beyond our galaxy,
You are holy, holy!
The universe declares Your majesty,
You are holy, holy,
Lord of heaven and earth... (2x echo)

Early in the morning,
I will celebrate the light.
When I stumble in the darkness,
I will call Your Name by light.

Hallelujah (guys)
To the Lord of heaven and earth... (girls)
[repeat 2x-3x]
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Father I Adore You

2007-05-11T04:50:00.000-07:00

Father I Adore You

Father, I adore You, Lay my life before You, How I love You.
Jesus, I adore You, Lay my life before You, How I love You.
Spirit, I adore You, Lay my life before You, How I love You.
(Repeat)

El Shaddai

2007-05-11T04:47:00.000-07:00

El Shaddai

CHORUS:
El Shaddai, El Shaddai,
El Elyonna Adonai,
age to age you're still the same,
by the power of the name.
El Shaddai, El Shaddai,
erkamkana Adonai,
we will praise and lift you high,
El Shaddai.

VERSE 1:

Through your love and through the ram,
you saved the son of Abraham,
through the power of your hand
you turned the sea into dry land.
To the outcast on her knees
you were the God who really sees,
and by your might you set your children free.

VERSE 2:

Through the years you made it clear
that the time of Christ was near,
though the people couldn't see
what Messiah ought to be.
Though your Word contained the plan,
they just could not understand,
your most awesome work was done in the frailty of your Son.

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Did you feel the mountians tremble

2007-05-11T04:34:00.002-07:00

Did you feel the mountians tremble

Did you feel the mountians tremble
Did you hear the oceans roar VERSE 1
When the people rose to sing of
Jesus Christ the risen Lord

Did you feel the people tremble
Did you hear the singers roar VERSE 2
When the lost began to sing of
Jesus Christ the saving Lord

And we can see that God your moving
A mighty river through the nations BRIDGE 1
And young and old return to Jesus
Fling wide you heavenly gates
prepare the way of the risen Lord

Open up the doors and let the music play
let the streets resound with singing CHORUS
songs that bring your hope
songs that bring your joy
dancers who dance upon injustice

Did you feel the mountains tremble
did you hear the oceans roar VERSE 3
when the people rose to sing of
Jesus Christ the risen Lord

Did you feel the darkness tremble
when all the saints join in one song VERSE 4
and all the streams flow as one river
to wash away our brokeness

And here we see that God your moving
A time of jubilee is coming
when young and old return to Jesus BRIDGE 2
Fling wide you heavenly gates
prepare the way of the risen Lord

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Change My heart O Lord!

2007-05-11T04:34:00.000-07:00

Change My heart O Lord

Change my Heart O God...Make it ever True..
Change my Heart O God...May I be lIke You (2)

You are the Potter I am the clay
Mould me n Make me...This is what I pray..

Change my Heart O God...Make it ever True..
Change my Heart O God...May I be lIke You (2)

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Come As You Are

Come as you are
Come and drink from the living water
That flowed from His hands
Flowed from His side

Come as you are
Come and bathe in the healing water
Cleansing from sin
Releasing new life

Draw near to Him
And He'll draw near to you
He's been waiting for you to call on His Name
So come, come as you are.

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Come as you are::You are the reason

You are the reason
For blue in the sky
Yes, you are the reason why
Snow covers winter
And melts into spring
And rivers meet the sea

God is here for you
And you were made for him
Hell give you more of everything
Cause he has always loved you
His promises are true, so true
If you

Chorus:
Come as you are
Dont change a thing
Open your heart
Hell walk right in
Come as you are
No alibis
His love for you
Will never die

There is a heaven
Open your eyes
And there you have no disguise
Hell never leave you
No need to hide
Hes always by your side

If you just believe
There is a way youll see
Its just one step to eternity
And he will always love you
This promise will be true, so true
If you

Repeat chorus

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Come Let Us Worship
CHRIS TOMLIN LYRICS

Come, let us worship and bow down
Before the Lord Most Holy
Before the King of Glory

Come and lay your burdens down
Before the Friend who's faithful
Before the One who's able

For He is our God
And we are His people
(Yes) He is our God
And we will never be forsaken

Come, let us lift our voice in praise
Unto the Rock of Ages
Unto the God who saves us

Come and glorify His name
All the earth together
All the saints forever

You are our God
And we are Your people
You are our God
And we will be with You forever

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Better is one day In Your(Almighty) Courts!

2007-05-10T07:59:00.000-07:00

Better is one day

How lovely is Your dwelling place
Oh, Lord Almighty
For my soul longs and even faints for You
For here my heart is satisfied
Within Your presence
I sing beneath the shadow of Your wings

Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than thousands elsewhere

One thing I ask and I would seek
To see Your beauty
To find You in, the place Your glory dwells(2)

Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than -thousands elsewhere

My heart and flesh cry out
For You, the living God
Your Spirit's water to my soul
I've tasted and I've seen
Come once again to me
I will draw near to You
I will draw near to You

Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than thousands elsewhere

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Breathe::This is the air I breathe
(Michael W. Smith)

This is the air I breathe
This is the air I breathe
Your holy presence living in me

This is my daily bread
This is my daily bread
Your very word spoken to me

And I, I'm desperate for you
And I, I'm I'm lost without you

I'm lost without you

This is the air I breathe
This is the air I breathe
Your holy presence living in me

This is my daily bread
This is my daily bread
Your very word spoken to me

And I, I'm desperate for you, yeah
And I, I'm lost without you, yeah yeah

I'm lost without you, yeah yeah

I'm so lost without you.

I'm so lost without you.

I'm so lost without you, yeah yeah

This is the air I breathe
This is the air I breathe
Your holy presence living in me

This is my daily bread
This is my daily bread
Your very word spoken to me

And I, I'm desperate for you
And I, I'm lost without you.

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Bridge for His Love

Your love reaches down from the heavens
To all the creatures on the earth and in the sky
As Your rainbow reminds us Your promise is assured
To be with is through our lives
As the bird finds rest in Your arms
You will keep us safe from harm
For nothing can separate us from Your love

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Above all powers above all kings

2007-05-10T07:32:00.000-07:00

Above all powers above all kings
Artist(Band):Michael W. Smith

Above all powers above all kings
Above all nature and all created things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the earth
There's no way to measure what You're worth

Crucified laid behind the stone
You lived to die rejected and alone
Like a Rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all

Above all powers above all kings
Above all nature and all created things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the earth
There's no way to measure what You're worth

Crucified laid behind the stone
You lived to die rejected and alone
Like a Rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all

Crucified laid behind the stone
You lived to die rejected and alone
Like a Rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all

Like a Rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all

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Agnus Dei::Alleluia, Alleluia

Alleluia, Alleluia
For our Lord God Almighty reigns
Alleluia, Alleluia
For our Lord God Almighty reigns
Alleluia

Holy, Holy
Are You Lord God Almighty

is the Lamb

Worthy is the Lamb

You are Holy
Holy are You Lord God1^ Al..mighty
Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy is the Lamb
Amen

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Ancient Of Days

Blessing and honor, glory and power
Be unto the Ancient of Days,
From every nation, all of creation
Bow before the Ancient of Days.

Ev'ry tongue in heaven and earth
Shall declare You glory
Ev'ry knee shall bow at Your throne
In worship
You will be exalted, O God,
And Your kingdom shall not pass away
O Ancient of Days!

Your kingdom shall reign over all the earth,
Sing unto the Ancient of Days.
For none can compare to Your m
Sing unto the Ancient of Days.

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As the Deer Pants For the Water

As the Deer Pants For the Water,
So My Soul Longs After You.
You Alone Are My Heart's Desire,
And I Long to Worship You.

You Alone Are My Strength, My Shield;
To You Alone May My Spirit Yield.
You Alone Are My Heart's Desire,
And I Long to Worship You.

You're My Friend and You Are My Brother
Even Though You Are a King.
I Love You More Than Any Other,
So Much More Than Anything.

I Want You More Than Gold Or Silver,
Only You Can Satisfy.
You Alone Are the Real Joy Giver,
And the Apple of My Eye.
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Awesome God
Words and Music by Rich Mullins

Oh when He rolls up his sleeves he ain't just puttin' on the ritz,
Our God is an awesome God.
There is thunder in his footsteps and lightning in his fists,
Our God is an awesome God.

And the Lord wasn't joking when He kicked 'em out of Eden.
It wasn't for no reason that He shed his blood.
His return is very soon and so you'd better be believin' that
Our God is an awesome God.

Our God is an awesome God.
He reigns from heaven above
with wisdom, pow'r and love
Our God is an awesome God

And when the sky was starless in the void of the night,
Our God is an awesome God.
He spoke into the darkness and created the light,
Our God is an awesome God.

And judgment and wrath He poured out on Sodom.
Mercy and grace He gave us at the cross.
I hope that we have not too quickly forgotten that
Our God is an awesome God

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Awesome God 2
Intro: Em
Our God
From heaven above with wisdom, power and love
Our God is an awesome God

If a hug represented how much I loved you, I'd hold you in my arms forever!......

2007-04-11T03:24:00.000-07:00

I love this song from Rang De Basanti .....

Tu bin bataye mujhe le chal kaheen
jahan tu muskuraye meri manzil wahin

Tu bin bataye mujhe le chal kaheen
jahan tu muskuraye meri manzil wahin

Meethi lagi, chakh ke dekhi abhi
mishri ki dali, zindagi ho chali
jahan hain teri baahein mera sahil wahin
tu bin bataye mujhe le chal kaheen
jahan tu muskuraye meri manzil wahin

Mann ki gali tu phuharoon si aa
bheeg jaye mere khwabon ka kafila
jise tu gungunaye meri dhun hai wahin
tu bin bataye mujhe le chal kaheen
jahan tu muskuraye meri manzil wahin

The below one is been edited from the original!!!

One day I walked down by the sea
I was all alone, it was just me
I wondered why I had no one to love
where was the guy I had always dreamed of

He is constantly in all my prayers and dreams
with skin the color of coffee with just a hint of cream
with eyes that can look deep down into the soul
I want him now to care and to hold

Sometimes we ask for things that cannot be
but what I ask is only for someone to love me
to walk with me, to hold my hand
allowing me to be his only Woman

My love for him will be something he will know
for to tell him will be easy as it continues to grow
to share with him all the love I possess
praying in return to feel him tender caress

I will love him like no other before me
for I think I have found that magical key
the key that will unlock the door to his heart
where we will begin our journey, never to part

I pray he will enter my life very soon
tonight would be perfect for there is a full moon
to walk and talk about what we desire
I feel that together there will always be warmth

Nothing has meaning without him in my life
I know when we meet he will become my Man
for the Guy is special in every way
so I walk patiently along the beach awaiting that day...

It's not what we get from love, it's what we give to love.

I don't need to be with you to know that you'll always be there.

Let me be your Valentine,Even as you're mine!!!

2007-02-13T01:55:00.000-08:00

For God so lo V ed the world,
-----That He g A ve
--------- His on L y
------- -Begott E n
--------------So N
------------------T hat whosever
------Believeth I n Him
---------Should N ot perish ,
-------But have E verlasting life. .........John 3:16 (Holy Bible)

Good morning to you, valentine;
Curl your locks as I do mine ---
Two before and three behind.
Good morning to you, valentine!!!

So Itz February 14, again...in the brand new year 2007!!! So..St. Valentine is remembered in a special way Today!!
February 14 became the date for exchanging love messages and St. Valentine became the patron saint of lovers. The date was marked by sending poems and simple gifts such as flowers. There was often a social gathering or a ball.

Letz chck out..why St. Valentine became famous..in his own words..

" Let me introduce myself. My name is Valentine. I lived in Rome during the third century. That was long, long ago! At that time, Rome was ruled by an emperor named Claudius. I didn't like Emperor Claudius, and I wasn't the only one! A lot of people shared my feelings.

Claudius wanted to have a big army. He expected men to volunteer to join. Many men just did not want to fight in wars. They did not want to leave their wives and families. As you might have guessed, not many men signed up. This made Claudius furious. So what happened? He had a crazy idea. He thought that if men were not married, they would not mind joining the army. So Claudius decided not to allow any more marriages. Young people thought his new law was cruel. I thought it was preposterous! I certainly wasn't going to support that law!

Did I mention that I was a priest? One of my favourite activities was to marry couples. Even after Emperor Claudius passed his law, I kept on performing marriage ceremonies -- secretly, of course. It was really quite exciting. Imagine a small candlelit room with only the bride and groom and myself. We would whisper the words of the ceremony, listening all the while for the steps of soldiers.

One night, we did hear footsteps. It was scary! Thank goodness the couple I was marrying escaped in time. I was caught. (Not quite as light on my feet as I used to be, I guess.) I was thrown in jail and told that my punishment was death.

I tried to stay cheerful. And do you know what? Wonderful things happened. Many young people came to the jail to visit me. They threw flowers and notes up to my window. They wanted me to know that they, too, believed in love.

One of these young people was the daughter of the prison guard. Her father allowed her to visit me in the cell. Sometimes we would sit and talk for hours. She helped me to keep my spirits up. She agreed that I did the right thing by ignoring the Emperor and going ahead with the secret marriages. On the day I was to die, I left my friend a little note thanking her for her friendship and loyalty. I signed it, "Love from your Valentine."

I believe that note started the custom of exchanging love messages on Valentine's Day. It was written on the day I died, February 14, 269 A.D. Now, every year on this day, people remember. But most importantly, they think about love and friendship. And when they think of Emperor Claudius, they remember how he tried to stand in the way of love, and they laugh -- because they know that love can't be beaten!"
----------- So, That was our dear St. Valentine!!

Gifts for the Valentine:

In Wales wooden love spoons were carved and given as gifts on February 14th. Hearts, keys and keyholes were favourite decorations on the spoons. The decoration meant, "You unlock my heart!"

### Think of five or six names of boys or girls you might marry, As you twist the stem of an apple, recite the names until the stem comes off. You will marry the person whose name you were saying when the stem fell off.

Pick a dandelion that has gone to seed. Take a deep breath and blow the seeds into the wind. Count the seeds that remain on the stem. That is the number of children you will have.

If you cut an apple in half and count how many seeds are inside, you will also know how many children you will have.###

Laugh Aloud!!! Isnt that cute and funny perceptions!!

A special day like Feb 14 is not to be let off without Poems...Howz it when the poem is Romantic......

I look at you and think: I cannot live
Without you; you're the person of my dreams.
Of course I know I can, but I must give
My heart room to tell it as it seems.

Romance must have a language fit for feeling
More than fits between the earth and sky.
For love there cannot be a floor or ceiling:
My love goes down too deep and flies too high.
So when I say I cannot live without you,
Know I can't imagine so much pain;

And when I claim to always dream about you,
Well, know the moon is happy once again.
The sun reveals cold truths for all to see,
But I must light my love with poetry.

....and when itz to wish your Loving Friend...

A friend Like you...
Happens Once in a Blue moon...
I wonder what was there....
That brought us close so soon!

My Lucky stars
must have been shining on me...
When we met...
And now with U
to share my Ups and Downs....
My World's SMILING
without a trace of Frown!!
Happy Valentine's Day to you!!

My Loving Friends...I wish you all, A LOVELY, FABULOUS, ENJOYING AND A ROCKING VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!

To each and every friend of mine
I'll send a lovely valentine.
Mom, Dad, Sis, and Brother, too.
Will receive a heart that says,
"I LOVE YOU."

May be Life will Move on with you..BUT NOT ME....
"Cause" I Love Too Much to get Over you..

Happy Valentine's Day!!!!!

Hold me in your arms until we are old.......

2006-12-13T13:20:00.000-08:00

JUST ANOTHER FOR LIFE TO ...GO ON!!!!

On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.

This was the scene of ten years ago. The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between u seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school. Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy.! But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.

Then Dew came into my life.. It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her. Dew said, "You are the kind of man who best draws girls' eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said, "Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls." Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn't help doing so. I moved Dew's hands aside and said," You go to select some furniture, O.K.? I've got something to do in the company." Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised to go and see it with her.

At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me. However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy with work around the house. I was sitting in front of the TV. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment.

One day I said to her in a slight joking way, "suppose we divorce, what will you do?" She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that 'divorce' was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious. When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes. Once again, Dew said to me, "He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together." I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.

When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. "I've got something to tell you," I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. "I want a divorce." I raised a serious topic calmly. She didn't seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, "why..?". "I'm serious." I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, "you are not a man!". And that night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew. With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer. A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again. She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month's time before the divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.

She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, "He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?" This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me.
I nodded and said, "I remember..". "You carried me in your arms", she continued, "so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning." I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form. I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. "No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce," she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable. My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention. I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, "daddy is holding mummy in his arms." His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, "Let us start from today, don't tell our son. "I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus, I drove to office. On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face. On the third day, she whispered to me, "The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there." On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vaguer. On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while looking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell Dew about this. I felt it was easier to carry her.

Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, "It seems not difficult to carry you now." She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, "All my dresses have grown fatter." I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head. Our son came in at the moment. "Dad, it's time to carry mum out." He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, "Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.." I held her tightly and said, "Both you and I didn't notice that our life was lack of such intimacy." I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, "Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious." She looked at me, astonished. Then she touched my forehead. "You got no fever." She said. I moved her hand off my head. "Sorry, Dew," I said, "I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So

I have to say sorry to you.."

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office. When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote, "I'll carry you out every morning until we are old . . ."
" Hold me in your arms until we are old. . . ."

The song that says my words to MINE...........

2006-12-12T13:43:00.000-08:00

Chorus: I accept you from the hands of my God
You are God's gift to me, a beautiful gift
The gift of love, God has given me.

I'm sorry I caused you pain I'm sorry I offended you
May God wipe those tears from your eyes.
May God heal the hurt within you.

From this day we live in love together in the love of our
God you are precious to me, you're my guide
In your joys and your griefs, I'm with you.

LOVE IS NOT JUST A FEELING; IT'S AN ATTITUDE TOO!!

2006-12-08T02:29:00.000-08:00

Naye log puraanae rishthon sae badaa nahin hae...

Kisko maloom hae...vo sacha hae ya boora...
Sacha hae tho..dil ko achaa laghae ga..maghar,
Boora ho tho...dil ko tootkar jaayegha...
abh!!! Kahaansae jodu mae meri, tooti huyi dil ko...kahaan doondu vo..keemath vaali jeez ko!!!

Honto sae mae bath kiya, ek achae insaan bankar...
Pyaar bi kiya, achae dosth Samajkar...
Magar..gaya vo..Hilaakar, meri vishwas ko...Thodkar, meri sachi pyaar Ko...
Bolo, Kahaansae jodu mae meri, tooti huyi dil
ko...kahaan doondu vo..keemath vaali jeez ko!!!

Jo..tha Dil mein, usko kardiya bayaan...
ek baar nahin, baar baar jaagi mein uske liyae, vo pyaar ke liyae...
meri dil ki bath bathaanae k liyae..
Chahath ki baahein Phailakar bhi dekhi....
kya huva....bas, dil toot jaanae ki vaghaer!!!!
Bathavo dosth, Kahaansae jodu mae meri, tooti huyi dil ko...kahaan doondu vo..keemath vaali jeez ko!!!

PHEW!!! I never knew, I could write the above poem!!!
This was written in reply to the poem below which was sent by the Great Filmi Fundu Doctor Yashin, Dosth of Sandeep Ojay one of my Good friends!! I intended, only to reply back to him in Hindi to the poem he had copied to me!!!

Was surprised myself with the poetic style when I was two lines down the reply..Then a kind of inspiration.. to continue in the poetic style and I land up with the above poetic reply!!! LOL, No ideas about the grammatical mistakes in the language, however, THE FEELINGS ARE TRUE!!! Excuse me for mistakes in language, if any Hindi vaalas/vaalis peeps in by chance!!!
I have written Poems in English, but then..in Hindi..Guess itz the first time!! I liked it anywayz..Hope Petz can gimme suggestions!!!

ANywayz....The Shayari..which lead to the poetic reply is here:

"nigahein nigahon se milakar tho dekho....
naye logon se rishta banakar tho dekho....
hazratein dil mein dabane se kya haazil hoga,
apne hont hilakar tho dekho.....
j o hai dil mein use kardo bayaan,
khudko ek baar jagaakar tho dekho...
aasman simat jaayega tumhare aagosh mein,
chaahat ki baahein phailakar tho dekho....
dil ki baat bathakar tho dekho....!!!!!!

A lovely Feeling Floats across my mind..
To restart those dayz again...
No idea...when did I left all that aback in life...
Those Poems....The Arts....The Dance.....The Stories....Many More..

Guess, the thought of Career in mind, put them a stop from accompanying me all these days..

I am going back to get them along with me...to walk with me....for the rest of my life..
The dreams of life.....!!!

I WANNA BREATH THAT FRESH AROMA OF THIS BEAUTIFUL N LOVELY LIFE, THE GIFT OF GOD!!

LIFEZ SO...AWESOME N BEAUTIFUL!!! WANNA LIVE WITH FULLEST MEANING!!!!

MY WISHES TO MY DEAREST FRIENDS, SNEHA, BHAVYA, RAJANI AND MANY MORE..WHO HAVE/ARE STEPPED/STEPPING INTO A NEW LIFE CALLED MARRIAGE!!!

Do not try to immitate anyone, or their lifestyles...."coz....YOU ARE YOURSELF, WONDERFUL AND LOVELY ...If you try to immitate, YOUR UNIQUENESS WILL BE GONE UNNOTICED....!!

RESPECT THE UNIQUENESS OF YOUR LIFE PARTNER , LIFEZ SO.....MARVELLOUS, MAKE YOUR MARRIED LIFE A UNIQUE ONE TOO!!!

When YOU decide/decided to marry someone, most often you believe, you have a love for that "someone special" and they have a love for you that will last for the rest of your lives. You believe that no matter what comes your way, you can overcome it as long as you're together. That's why you need to promise on your wedding day before God,your Spouse and all of your chosen witnesses "to love, honor, and cherish each other—forsaking all others—for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health, 'til death do you part". It's your way of saying that you believe you have a love for each other that will never fail—no matter what! And that your bond as a couple who loves each other will only grow deeper as you spend the rest of your lives together as husband and wife.

WISHES TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO ARE oN THEIR JOURNEY,SELECTING THE LIFE PARTNER, WHO ARE COMMITTED..WHO ARE MARRIED.......

HAVE A LOVELY MARRIED LIFE!!!

Now you will feel no rain,
for each of you will be shelter for the other.
Now you will feel no cold,
for each of you will be warmth to the other.
Now there will be no loneliness,
for each of you will be companion to the other.
Now you are two persons,
but there is only one life before you.
May beauty surround you both in the journey ahead
and through all the years.
May happiness be your companion and your
days together be good and long upon the earth.

Treat yourselves and each other with respect,
and remind yourselves often of what brought you
together. Give the highest priority to the
tenderness, gentleness and kindness that
your connection deserves.
When frustration, difficulties and fear assail your
relationship, as they threaten all relationships at one
time or another, remember to focus on what is right
between you, not only the part which seems wrong.

In this way, you can ride out the storms
when clouds hide the face of the sun in your lives --
remembering that even if you lose sight
of it for a moment, the sun is still there.
And if each of you takes responsibility for the quality
of your life together, it will be marked by
abundance and delight.

LOVE IS NOT JUST A FEELING; IT'S AN ATTITUDE TOO.

This is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless until the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ-to the glory and praise of God."(Philippians 1:9-11)

End this time in prayer—praying with each other and for each other—that God will continually teach you how to give UNFAILING REAL LOVE to your spouse.

Your Loving friend!!!!

THE REALITY SHOW!!!!

2006-12-06T18:48:00.000-08:00

One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down.It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment,and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers.

That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual.. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling.. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments.. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its purpose. The students were happy with themselves and one another. That group of students moved on.

Several years later, one of the students was killed in VietNam and his teacher attended the funeral of that special student. She had never seen a serviceman in a military coffin before. He looked so handsome,so mature. The church was packed with his friends. One by one those who loved him took a last walk by the coffin. The teacher was the last one to bless the coffin. As she stood there, one of the soldiers who acted as pallbearer came up to her. "Were you Mark's math teacher?" he asked. She nodded: "yes." Then he said: "Mark talked about you a lot." After the funeral, most of Mark's former classmates went together to a luncheon. Mark's mother and father were there, obviously waiting to speak with his teacher. "We want to show you something," his father said, taking a wallet out of his pocket.. "They found this on Mark when he was killed. We thought you might recognize it."

Opening the billfold, he carefully removed two worn pieces of notebook paper that had obviously been taped, folded and refolded many times..The teacher knew without looking that the papers were the ones on which she had listed all the good things each of Mark's classmates had said about him. "Thank you so much for doing that," Mark's mother said. "As you can see, Mark treasured it." All of Mark's former classmates started to gather around. Charlie smiled rather sheepishly and said, "I still have my list. It's in the top drawer of my desk at home." Chuck's wife said, "Chuck asked me to put his in our wedding album." "I have mine too," Marilyn said. "It's in my diary." Then Vicki, another classmate, reached into her pocketbook, took out her wallet and showed her worn and frazzled list to the group. "I carry this with me at all times," Vicki said and without batting an eyelash, she continued: "I think we all saved our lists." That's when the teacher finally sat down and cried. She cried for Mark and for all his friends who would never see him again..

The density of people in society is so thick that we forget that life will end one day. And we don't know when that one day will be.So please, tell the people you love and care for, that they are special and important. Tell them, before it is too late. Remember, you reap what you sow. What you put into the lives of others comes back into your own.

STORY #2

Brenda was almost halfway to the top of the tremendous granite cliff. She was standing on a ledge where she was taking a breather during this, her first rock climb. As she rested there, the safety rope snapped against her eye and knocked out her contact lens. "Great", she thought. "Here I am on a rock ledge, hundreds of feet from the bottom and hundreds of feet to the top of this cliff, and now my sight is blurry." She looked and looked, hoping that somehow it had landed on the ledge. But it just wasn't there. She felt the panic rising in her, so she began praying. She prayed for calm, and she prayed that she may find her contact lens. When she got to the top, a friend examined her eye and her clothing for the lens, but it was not to be found. Although she was calm now that she was at the top, she was saddened because she could not clearly see across the range of mountains. She thought of the bible verse "The eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth." She thought, "Lord, You can see all these mountains. You know every stone and leaf, and You know exactly where my contact lens is. Please help me." Later, when they had hiked down the trail to the bottom of the cliff they met another party of climbers just starting up the face of the cliff. One of them shouted out, "Hey, you guys! Anybody lost a contact lens?" Well, that would be startling enough, but you know why the climber saw it? An ant was moving slowly across a twig on the face of the rock, carrying it!

The story doesn't end there. Brenda's father is a cartoonist. When she told him the incredible story of the ant, the prayer, and the contact lens, he drew a cartoon of an ant lugging that contact lens with the caption, "Lord, I don't know why You want me to carry this thing. I can't eat it, and it's awfully heavy. But if this is what You want me to do, I'll carry it for You."

I think it would do all of us some good to say, "God, I don't know why You want me to carry this load. I can see no good in it and it's awfully heavy. But, if You want me to carry it, I will."

God doesn't call the qualified, He qualifies the called.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.4.E.V.E.R

2006-08-28T12:13:00.000-07:00

You're Special to me
You're someone I Trust
I Trusted the Topics
That We have discussed

I'm Thankful for times
You have Summoned a Smile
I'm grateful Our paths
Have converged for a while

I'm Pleased by Each Confidence
You have Displayed
I cherish these Moments
You've sought to persuade

I'm touched by the gestures
Of Kindness you've shown
I've noticed how fast
All Our hours have flown

I'm feeling the force
Of a Friendship That's TRUE
I'm Fortunate knowing
A Person Like You!!!!!

LOVE YA.....WORDS JUST R NOT ENOUGH N WORTH TO EXPRESS MY GRATITUDE TO YOU....

MY DEAREST

F.R.I.E.N.D.4.E.V.E.R

HAPPY FRIENDS DAY!!!!!

2006-08-03T23:01:00.000-07:00

This is Forever friendship.
When you're down,
and the world seems dark and empty,
Your forever friend lifts you up in spirit
and makes that dark and empty world
suddenly seem bright and full.

Your forever friend gets you through
the hard times, the sad times,
and the confused times.

Your forever friend holds your hand
and tells you that
everything is going to be okay.

And if you find such a friend,
You feel happy and complete,
because you need not worry.
you have a forever friend for life,and forever has no end.

Jesus - My best of best friend!
"He knew me before I was formed in the Womb of my Mother,He knew me; before I came out of the womb and sanctified me, and ordained me a prophet unto the nations"

Parents, Sisters-Part of my Life!
The Beautiful Gift of My Jesus, is this Wonderful Family Where I am a Part of it!

Sneha, Peter -My Best Buddies...My Guddi and Guddu
Once again the Lovely Gift from God....again a part of me!!

Nija- More my sis, true Friend
My Younger Sister....That's what she is, My Strength .....

Rajani- My Chaddi Dosth
Bhavya, Anjali- Always to be remembered
Shakunthala- A bond of friendship
Swaran,Preethi, Deepa- Always remembered
Vineeth- All Thrusdays to Pray for!!LOl
Rinish- Good Pal
Prakash- Any time Help with any Topic

You Still Are My ADORABLE FRIEND!!!!

Soumya, Kiran- The Lifters of Good Spirit!
Soumya PP- Once a Friend...and always so...
Shilpa,Soumya n Teena- Good Hang out Buddies on school days
Shuba- Chubby Chubu!
Reshma- How will I forget our Lovely School days!!!
Ramya, Thanuja,Deepthi, Neethu- All in one set........Balanced diet of entertainment and Studies
Daksha- Terror still a Frn!!!
Kavya- Can get corrected
Charitha,sharanitha-Good to think of good days
Ashley, Shruthi, Sharath,Arwin,Ganesh, Gopinath-- School Buddies....
SOUMYA- my L.K.G Frn......ever since been searching for you......No idea where you are now!!

Many More......Will Keep adding.......as I cherish my Days.....

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY!!!!!

Hug of friendship

2006-05-11T22:23:00.000-07:00

A friend can be like a Teddy Bear
to hug and hold when the world
has given you all you can bear.

A hug of friendship
is an incredible feeling
which can mean a lot more
if it's given with meaning.

When the world isn't being all that nice,
and you feel like nobody could ever care..
they'll be right here to hug and hold..
and forever be your teddy bear..

There's this thing
I like to call friendship pride
this simply means never
leaving your friend's side.

Sharing your thoughts,
ideas, and goals..
while getting deep into their
hearts and souls..

Friends never make
you feel insecure
they always support
and make you feel right and pure.

Friendship is not a game;
if it is, it's a game of chance,
that many times
may lead to romance..

When it's raining outside
and there's a storm and it's cold
it's always nice to have a warm
teddy bear to hold.

Friends always think about each other,
sometimes maybe even twentyfour/seven,
then sometimes you encounter those
friends you think were sent from Heaven.

So the next time you are feeling
like you need someone to hold, c
ome to a true friend
with a heart of Gold..

DOWN THE MEMORY LANE!!!! THE DASHING YEARS...

2006-05-10T23:53:00.000-07:00

FOURS YEARS IN COORG INSTITUTE OF TECHNOLOGY!!!

My First day in CIT:

I reach around 5:00PM to the Gonikoppal Hostel! I meet Nija, Great a pal from St. Anne's PU College, Virajpet. Then I come to Know Ashik, Swaran, Rajani,Accamma..most of my School friends and college friends are in the Hostel and we are gonna spend another four years together! WOW!! Then my Room is alloted, 104!!

The Last two Windows from the left in the first floor, are of Room No. 104!! Tht's were I survived for 2 semesters!

Never to be forgotten!Six of us initially

Pallavi- The forever absent minded girl. Who used to take tea Cup instead of Mug and Soap Dish instead of Plate! Forever forgetting the Things which was to be taken compulsarily. Her dad had warned us about her absent minded behaviour on the very first day of our entry to the hostel so that we wld take care abt tht.After that, where ever Pallu went, all of us started asking her, where was she going and 101 qns on..Has she taken this n that n so on... She was much better when she left CIT after 4 yrs.

I stopped playing Horror Pranks with her after the incident, when she fell totally scared when I started with the "Manichitrathaal"(One of the Award won Movies in MALAYALAM, actress-Padmabhushana Shobana)'s Naagavali role Dialogue with my Hair left, all of a Sudden when there was a Power Cut!! :D

Anjali- Her Jilaebi Craz and Others the first being ME to attack and finish it! Anything brought from Home was not n not to be finished without me!! Even her Parents cared about that. Her Kaavu Aunty Ponnu Kunjava's Dishes are mouth watering. She was also one among those who believed in Ghosts and gets scared easily! AND MY JOB: TO SCARE THEM!!!

Sunitha- The ever mouth plastered Girl. Would never talk :(Sad, but the truth..She hated me..coz I was a Jumpy Blabary Jack!!I wanted all of us in the room to be bubbly and interact with each other. So, I alwaz spoke to her cracked jokes and wanted her to start interacting with others, so that it would help her in the class too...However she thought I was ragging her I
guess!!.. After being so very interactive....she would never talk to anyone!!Even the lectures found her the same.. The FIRST AND THE LAST OF THE KIND I EVER SAW!!

She complained her Mom abt it!! And Her Mom comes to the Hostel and stays with us for couple of days...hehehe..What do I know about the issue...I be the same Jumpy Jack...Talking to her Mom too Happily.....

The LUCKIEST ME::: We were having Loads of Fun on the next day(after her MOM left complaining about US, Still Non of us knew abt this :( ). I the forever late girl to wind up my day with bath,just left to the BR after all FUN in the room, and all the others switch off the light and go to bed. Next moment the STRICT warden knocks at our Door and finds the room silent and all sleeping and the great ME not there!

Making sure that it was not from My room, She turns arnd the floor to see some other Guls in the other room just giggling and yells at them and moved!! Actually, My Room mates told me then..that ,"Shylaja Maam had come here. And You are really saved coz Sunitha's Mom had a complain against U!!"" HOwever Poor guls outside....got the complete taste of it...and me again the same chatty!! ;)

Sujatha- The Book Worm of the Room. The Style purki!! Its was fun to be in our room. each one different! I did not find this Kinda environment in my Hostel in the PU. Probably 'coz all of us were from the same school. Now. Each one is from different parts of the state!! So, I now realise all the 5 fingers are not the same.The room was conjusted with 6 and she shifts to some other room later. Still was a common visitor to our room. It was still fun, pulling each other's leg. Sharing our Day to day happenings in the class.

Sneha- Here comes the Lioness!! However, still a teddy Bear for me. I have no clue on How all that changed in my life! At the end of our 4 yrs of Engg, I become the most sensitive like she used to be and she becomes really courageous to talk what she has to at times!!! I still tell her "Sneha, Give back myself to me...I don wanna be this sensitive!!".

She was such a sensitive girl tht.....She never told me that She felt bad coz the coffee I brought for her brk fst was hot and burnt her lips! Tht is the reason she had tears in her eyes when she left to the college. For the entire day I crack my head..and at the end of the day I pester her and ask her one by one the reason Y she was feeling bad for the day. Kidding her, I simply ask her is it because the coffee was hot. and here her face changes and now again I ask abt it and she agrees.....GOD!!! I was done for the day...

I kept telling her to Talk what she felt! To speak up things with any One person atleast .... otherwise PPl would never bother to know her and she would be left hurt the same way many times. I kept advising her so much. even Her Mom thanks me for Sneha speaks to her Mom almost everything happening in her day now.She's the One of the cute girl I have ever found.

My Mom and all others in my family Likes her too. Just for what she is...A simple traditional yet a Modern Girl!!

Me n Myself- After describing many here. Surely Anyone can say who I am. A Open Book, anyone can read me. However, to understand me they should be in my Heart and me in theirs.

Great was the night!!

I begin with telling them the story of "Kushi"(one of my Favs) Tamil movie with each and every Dialogue of Jyothika and Vijay!!
In between our seniors come batch wise knocking the door to rag us.Asking so many questions(I never felt it was ragging!!!) Hehehe ;)
AFter they go..again I continue with the story!! Missed out Anjali that night!

My fresh, First day in the college!!!

Most of the girls with Oily hair and Hawaai!! Hehehehe..again I skip from Hawaais, coz Our classes started later after the 7'0clock batch left!(Seniors forgot to check the second batch Hawaais!!)
That was fun when I notice that The Class has most of the people I know... Ashik,Sindhu,Anjali(next to me),Priya Muthamma(The alwayz heard about, Best Pal of Reena, my PUC Frn), Jayashree(The well known personality in St. Philomina's Puttur coz of her outstanding perfomance in studies), Nija, Pavithra Joseph, ..and Many Guys Thimmaiah, Thamanna, Briju Bopanna,....anywaz..a cool class with 95% of the Telecomns...

The college and our great lecturers Introductions....

Princi's ath athrali.., Prakash Sir's March past, KTM's styles and ANgles specially the "POTTY"(PARTY!!)(Its more fun when Ashik emitates him in the Hostel!!)not to forget pus pus(Thaatha...)His Smile.Anupama Maam's Fig! Dinesh Sir's Neat sketches,The Physics Lab, Mechanic Lab! ALL GREAT WORKS!!Vasu Dev SIr's electical science...

I remember repeating my physics First experiment! B4 repeating that afternoon I was cursing myself for that! My Sweet Sneha beside me to comfort..Thank you Sneha. She's still beside me to comfort here in IBM!

I remember the now super star Jayasurya in Malayalam Movies had come for some serial shooting and remember those Guys staring when I was just out of my repetition of Physics lab! I had all smiles on my face coz I was successful in completing that Damn experiment!I hardly knew there was a shooting going on outside the LAB. The whole area is empty in btw with bright lights aside.. N I walk majestically in btw..and there's a Pin drop Silence....after coming out of the building only did I know abt it....NOP..I became fmz in btw..

This was were the PHYSICS LAB AND CHEMISTRY LAB WAS HELD! Our First and Second Semester classes too...

The Classes..

The best of all was Chit passing and the Poems Mr. Nithin used to compose for all of US..
Dinesh (My First best and Good Boy friend in CIT..He still,is my Friend!!)The ultimate FUNDA Frns... For Jayashree (The ultimate Basket ball Player!! Good at her studies...Often in our Room in the breaks.. Not to forget those chats!!)

Bhavya(Not to forget her....She might sound like a Red chilly to all..Personally I know her better than anyone else...She's the coolest...Probably most of them have still the impression she's a Red Chilly..for me..she's an ICE BERG most of the times!!!)

Anjali(Forever we fight..most of the time its me fighting for her attitude sometimes..but believe me....She'll be there anytime I want!! Even Thou I say "I hate you ANjali..." You still were and ARE a great support to me...Thank you Anjali for many things you have offered to me in my life..!).

Rajani(MY CHADDI DOSTH!!I remember celebrating our 15th Friendship Anniversary in the First Sem....believe it or not...we studied together right from L.K.G till the Final Engg...!I really feel proud about it.)

I have those papers of the great Poem...Would Put it up here the next time I blog in!!

I was like a butterfly, flying from one room to another for any help for anyone at anytime.

Samya -The great Sammy I will never forget! She was alwayz in our 104 room coz of the crazy ppl in 109 room (God!! Each one was ... I can burst out laughing thinking of those dayz..When I used to run to solve each of their problem there!) Luckily after 2nd sem we had a different hostel of 2 ppl in a room!!and Samya saved too..but not too long when was attacked by
Ujwala!!

The Girl who alwaz blessed me to get a GOOD N CARING HUSBAND!!! (I'll Know the results soon!!!)

It was Sammy's Birthday..where in, the TREND of cracking eggs started in the hostel!!!Sammy was very happy when she thought all celebration was over after we applied cream and finished drawings on her face and was nearing the BR thanking us...there ****PACHAK!!!**** I crash a egg on her head in the middle of the night!!!

Those days are never to be back....
Most of the days...probably each day is a memorable one. Thou..I may not able to scrible it up here..

THE GREAT FALL I HAD!!

Sneha on my side, both us with the plates in hand, were going to the Dining hall for the dinner. Our room was in the first floor then. It was a rainy season.so...we walk towards the ground floor for our dinner, talking to each other about something serious. Both of us start to walk
down the stairs, just as both of us stepped on the first step, the next moment sneha finds me on the last step nearing the ground floor!!! I slipped and just couldnt stop in btw and had to land only in the ground floor. Sneha stands there shocked!!!

Thank God! My B**TS saved me...else I would have been in Bed rest for rest of my life coz My Ribs would have been broken!!Lookin at Sneha Shocked, I knew if at all I had to cry out in pain, Sneha would Burst out crying too.I controlled myself, n started chuckling with a slight pain...Lookin at me cool...she over came the shock and started laughing too...then WHAT???
The WHOLE Group including me laughed.... Althou, the next day I had a bit High temperature!!

This was a major fall!! There are other good falls in the room!!Most of the time falling from the chair, that too backwards..That was a very good break for all of us in the room. Coz this happens only in the study hours!!! All the four will start chuckling lookin at my posture then I'll join too in the laughter. I am Happy when others are HAppy too. I donn wanna spoil their mood by staring at them for no cause...After all Life is to Have fun!!!

Sneha was my Pal,My Room mate all the four years...

When Girls kept changing the rooms...every three months or frequently...We still remained together. AND WE STILL REMAIN THE SAME...thou..not as Roomates but still Remain the same Best Pals.

There are max num of times we have shared our sorrows together, joys,sweets...what not!!
Cried together....laughed together....

Every Lizard I see at home or anywhere,reminds me of the day when both of us Screamed
the hell out to chase a lizard in the Room!!! Both of us acting brave ...me with a jadoo in hand on the COT!! one move the lizard makes I jump, Sneha screams and I join too...GOD!!! The warden comes...ANitha Maam then...She stares at our room ...immediately I change the direction of Jadoo towards the floor and Sne turns her back as thou...she's setting her cot! the sceen is over...Warden moves and we start giggling till we crash down!

The "SCREAM" mOvie show in the room when Sneha almost Strangled my throat in horror coz of the scream in the first sceen!!! Gosh!after that I had decided not to sit next to her while watching Horror movies, not compulsarily with hands arnd the Shoulders... (It doesnt take much time to reach my neck thou!!!LOL)But that did not stop us from watching horror movies
together.

The evenings when we used to spend dancing crazily with the music ON after the Lab Hours with Deepa(one of my PU frn too andRajani's roomy as well) and Rajani.None knew the Banging sound was from our room...thou the warden's room was the closest!! Hehehe

We were proud of our Room. 'coz it was the cutest room..a wide neat and tidy room, with two big Windows(One facing the Guy's Hostel and the college and another facing the Canteen!!hehehe)!!

With all the cute dolls hanging, neatly set comp tables and Cots! Well arranged room in total!!When this Room was still under painting I had maskafyed the the Damager(our Hostel Manager) and the Warden(Kavitha Maam..Our Warden kept changing everytime)! I opted that particular room only... That was a lovely location althou...The Scenary view from my room was too good! sometimes really a part of us...

This is Kunda Betta, This View is very much Partial from my Room.... The Ground seen in the PIC is where Cricket, Hockey,Football Matches and also the GREAT STRIKE was held!!

Well, now about the classes!!

We(Anjali, Bhavya, Rajani,Reena and Myself), all the five sit in the second bench Reason was very simple and true...

1. The first bench is used to keep our books...

2.The lecturers never notice the first bench students...(The lecturers alwz have a thought that the last bench Guys and Girls are the Menace and the first bench GANDHIs...hehehe)

3.You can alwayz view out of the window... and many more advantages..

Thou conjested all the five of us would sit in the same bench.... B4 that to talk abt Reena:

Reena- The northy Girl but haels from Bangalore. A true Bengali. She has, a kind of a Kid look!! But Trust me...DOnt ever think she's a kid!The NV's she cracks...is nothing to our knowledge..its far n far beyond..The Rasgula she gets from home is too tasty!

Fine..let me continue..

What do we do sitting in the first bench...

Myself- comment, pass choclates, collect and also pass riddle chits from the Guys and Gals on my right side. Else Lookin to the board or at the face of the lecturer, and start dreaming . Node Head slightly sometimes....as thou responding. Bend down to jot down points but end writting poems or do some drawings!!

Anjali...can never control her laugh..she bends down..pretends to jot down the points and laughs...

Rajani...Kulli, Bhavya alwaz complains Raj doesnt give her place.Shez another who can never control laughing. Lecturers would sometimes ask her qns coz her Bro was a Computer lab instuctor in our College!

Bhavya...Jots down the points...later started dreaming abt her wouldbe,solves the riddles. Ah! The attempts to remember NV's by Bhavya is another Great thing...the Code words were majestic!! No Ideas if she's till got that ;) ....Need to ask her next time When I meet her!

Reena....collect NV's from Hostel folks her gang, and cracks in the first bench.collect and divert the chits on the ppl on her left hand side.

Once there's a comment or an NV cracked the whole bench starts laughing and the bench starts quacking now!! God!! There are times when we could never control the laughter. What not did we try...
Eating chocolates in the class...No wonder I put on weight even thou the hostel food is not yummy!
Ask the senior girls to call us in btw the class hours....but Plz make sure that its not Shylaja Maam or Princi or the main TALL DARK AND HANDSOME MAN (The Great HOD)'s class...

Prafula Maam's was the real class we used to enjoy...coz she was like one among the students....I am still in touch with her...juz couldnt attend her wedding coz of my Office hours..

THE BREAKS!!!

First Semester ...the Brk was to know the new Ppl arnd initially later go to the hostel and grab something to hog coz I am the usual one to miss my brk fst.

Sec sem....Go out and get the Fav Loly Pops! Chew and chew..walk arnd the whole ground with my gang ...and then land up in the class.

Hathib - This was a mallu guy.He WOuld have really made up his studies if he hadnt pestered his time and life back of a useless unhappening Gul! I really missed him after that! Did not continue his studies then...He used to sit very next to my bench!

Well well, third sem Brk.... Oh mine This was the Seniors area kind..in the new Campus.. Ponnampet...We in the new hostel in the college campus..

The CIT(COORG INSTITUTE OF TECHNOLOGY)!!

So my brks were spent either in the corridor eyeing my Juniors, who NEXT!!! Composing new songs in Coorgi Language from the tune of different filmy songs..and sing...dedicated to my CRUSH!!! Each Sem I had a new crush! Those details are shared btw Sneha and myself only, not a Crow would know abt tht!

Anjali was my writer and me the composer...the one song was for the tune of VASIGARA..song of the Minalae Movie..

Fourth sem onwards....The brks were to get back to the hostel, hog some snacks ..go to Deepak Anna's canteen hog ..Else go to the Library...Talk to Pratap Anna..check for books get books...keep it in the hostel...never turn back...until its time to renew the book or give it back ...

EXAMS::::

Give me even two months time for the exam...There is no way, will I finish even a single page for the day!!!
In this time..Most of the hours will be spent day dreaming or sleeping with the book open...I read or I dont but one or the other book is open infront of me the whole time.. Afternoon again sleep after lunch then evening a little of chat and then sit for studies...but land up no where.

Day time studies is fun..will get up a bit late(A BIT MEANS...U must be knowing..hehehehe;) ) run for the brk fst sit for studies...in btw comes OUR(Sneha n Myself) Skit and drama dialogues of ancient Raja's and Rani's and their accent!!

N Now, there's a knock at the door n both of us fight sitting in our respective place "U open, U open!!!" but screaming to the person outside.."COMING>>>!!!"
So, now we deal with things this way.... Whom does the person outside the door wants to meet or talk to?....Problem solved!!!

Again now, its time for a brk...and Both of us are hungry! Or somebody would have come so tht its again a brk..go to Deepak's canteen Get Icecreams...choclates, biscuits!!Evening break...Gobi Manchurian and my Fav Noodles!!
As the week ends...our Snacks box is empty...most of the Time its Exam times!
Its only when there's just 1 week for my Exam I run arnd the hostel to get some notes to get something to write in the book-let!! My Exam time Saviours are Anjali and Bhavya...They have the notes written neatly from the lecture's copy or text books...And me...Last week will be next to Deepak's Xerox shop...You know for what??? Xerox and Xerox and Xerox the Hell of
notes... I was called the XEROX RANI!!!

This is where I get all my Xerox copy done!! Wherever Teena Goes...All the Shops there, prosper. May be Canteen or Bakery or whatever..No wonder my Dad did not setup a bakery business!!!

Again... never will finish reading these notes either!!

ITS PURELY GOD'S GRACE THAT I PASS IN EVERY SEMESTER WITH FIRST CLASS!!!
What do I write...I donno..But I write and write...even till the Bell rings..

CIT is in midst of fields and forests. Its an Unique college not to be compared to any of the colleges anywhere in Bangalore or else where.
Sunday classes, and Monday Holidays! So that once in a way forest ppl can come out to see the Town!!! Hehehe....

Monday Mornings..I go to the chruch...My companion being Nija..most of the time accompanied by Lini(Nija's Roomate!). Sometimes even the senior mallu Girls. Most of the time..no Auto. If you need a Auto Its like a big procedure..We have to call up to the
auto stand...ask the person to come in the morning!! Hell! Many of the times...they would never come...and we land up waiting for a long time and then start running. Till the Campus gates we walk. Then Myself and Nija will start running. No one arnd the place..sometimes in the Rainy season its so scary also!!
walk for 5-6 kms....then again take a bus from there to Gonikoppal! Then walk to the chruch...
For me compulsory brkfst after the chruch from Gonikoppal. I cannot stand Hunger. So was Nija and Lini.
That was also a time to be cherished!!

The third year comes....and I never had dreamt that I would be elected as the College representative.Great!! I win by few votes!!!

A Sports representative too!
It was amazing, It was a surprise but true fact...For the Shuttle Game..You know..when the chits were picked up....who were to play against whom??? It was Anjali n Myself to Play against Sneha and Bhavya... The On Lookers and the SO CALLED groups thought it was a planned trick!!! Cant help!!!....
The game was too good to explain... You dont believe...The oposite team members instructing us on how to play..especially me!!Sneha and Bhavya both..instucting me..Teena This way ,dont do that..Be serious and play... God That was a ultimate game!!! It was so very cheering that, When we got a point Sneha n Bhavya would feel happy and the VICE Versa too.... Donno How many
People out there were jealous of our Friendship and Group!!

Not to forget the HOLI DAY TOO!!!We were so very much packed with colors that we had to click snaps showing our Teeth ..else no one would know that we PPl are in the snap!!!
Lookin at us....even the Juniors joined us with colors.....WOW!! In the Midst of the Hostel between four walls and open air, Sky Above....were our games, celebrations and happiness!!

Our Gang (Sneha, ANjali,Bhavya, Pallavi, Roopa,Accamma, Shilpa, Rosina Jose, Navya,Shreshta,Bhavana,and two more)had been on one day trip to IruppU Falls!

Its a Water falls! We prepared our Lunch(Maggie Noodles), rasna filled in bottles and carried with us for the trip to Iruppu falls on a sunday morning!! The Day was EXCELLENT!!!! RAJANI'S SWIMMING TRICKS are Marvelous!!!LOL ;)

At the end of the year, it was time for our seniors to say Good bye to the college and look out for their destiny.....

Its my turn now to organise the First Farewell in the Hostel!! Coz theirs was the first out going batch!! A well oraganised Eve it was. It was a Sunday eve. Morning I go to the chruch, have brk fst with the mallu seniors.
Donno Y, But I was feeling very heavy tht my Seniors were leaving. Tht day I was completely depressed in the Chruch too. I come back from the chruch and I dont find Sneha in the room. I just burst out crying locking my room!! Thank God,Sneha wasnt there, she would have blasted me may be!!! 'Coz I dint know whom I was missing or the reason...But I was crying the hell out!!

By the time sneha came..I was all settled!!However, she read all that from my eyes...

Well, comes the eve.... The stage is nothing but the Third floor which was still under constuction. some how managed to get the place cleaned and well set up for the day with the help of the hostel Manager, Kumar Anna and all.
First with the small prayer song from our Juniors. Then with the blessings of our Lecturers (Ladies only coz its ladies hostel!). Then, called each of the students to come and talk a few words...
Each one had their bit to talk and tears in their eyes. n when Each of them talk..Me and many had tears in their eyes at the back stage.. After all this..we had a well arranged and Tasty Dinner. AFter Dinner started the games...That was really Good!Archana(She's the Ultimate Lady who's support is like 10 ppl back up!!) Not to forget even the other Representatives like
Shwetha and Noopur who helped me out to set all that!

After the Game,there was a dance Party. Each and Everyone enjoyed so.....much!! Everyone with not a single CITian seniors and Juniors left out) All Of us dance and Dance with the HEP Musics..(At this point of time! We find most of the lights off in the Boys Hostel!!YY?? Coz Everyone's out on their terrace to see the Girls ROcking in CIT Girls Hostel Really Chilling Out!!)

We were given a time limit upto 9:00 PM but None of us cared and the party went on till 11:30PM to 12:00.
This is surely a memorable moment to all my Senior Girls!!! I am Happy I could give them this MEMORABLE MOMENT in life !!

Then comes the Fourth year...

Who cares about the classes. Final Sememster i.e, 8th Sem I have hardly attended HOD's 3 to 4 classes!!! Most of the time spent in Project work here in Bangalore!!

Stay in Bangalore for the Project work!

Bhavya, Anjali, Rajani and Myself a team of four head to ITI Bangalore to do a Project on 1:1 MODEM SWO Unit. Initial days we were concentrating on it very much; later days ....same as our days in the college. However, we were regular to the Industry!!

Those days when we had to get up early morning!!Not to forget Swaran was also staying with us in the Quaters provided by the company, thou she wasnt doing a project there. However Bhavya was from Bangalore. Initially we had a very tough time for making up for the Brk fst lunch and dinner. Coz this place is in the outskirts!!

Most of the time...no ALMOST ALL TIME it was Bhavya's parents who helped us so much! They cared for us a lot! Most of the time Bhavya used to get us the Brk fst. Other times..On our way to the Company we have our Brk fst from,"Thatt Kada"! We used to Gwalop Iddly chatny and go!

On the way back from the COMPANY, All the four of us used to halt at the Sugarcane juice Vendor!! DAMN The days were too hot! Sometimes drink two glasses of Sugarcane juice! After Anjali had been adviced by her SIS tht the ICE they use, comes in unhygenic vehicles, stopped the drink with ICE!
After noon Lunch from the company..somehow we managed! BUT DINNER!! Boooo..wooo..We used to walk all the way to tht DUM Shanthi Sagar and have the food there. Later on The FOod and service was real Yack!! Non of us could digest.

At this point of time, we come with an idea of cooking. Rajani's Relative help us. Once again Bhavya's family has a Hand to help us too.
We really were very happy to have the food we cook. Thou not a biryani..we managed to cook rice, from me Tomato Curry,Chicken curry or fry from Swarann n Rajani, Roti or chapathi's from Anjali.

So much of UPS n Downs we faced...SOmetimes all of us are exited and happy we dance and dance b4 leaving to the company in the morning, hoping to continue in the aftternoon once we return.However sometimes each of us Moody!! n Me the Worst of all!! Being myself very moody....No reason Y but somehow...as thou..there's something missing...I GUESS I HURT THEM AT TIMES!! But still i could make up for all these things.

Later on days we used to go all the way to CMH road, Indiranagar, Have a heavy dinner, Pick up different flavours of Ice-cream and start walking as thou the entire road belongs to us... Absolutely Bindas...... No vehicles at the time...and time would be across 10:00PM..Not even Scared of Any creatures...Singing , chatting Tasting different flavours of Ice cream... walking Funnily across the street till we reach the so far...Petrol Bunk Bus stop...stand there until we get a bus!! (Z@kk@@s Life!!!)
NOt regularly did we get a bus!! so, now wondering what our Care taker would think of us. Praying to God, so that they would have slept when we reach the place. While nearing the house...there's Pin drop Silence We dare to utter a word. Once we slowly get inside the room One by one..which is in the first floor.n once everything is fine...whisper each other if we have something to talk about and then wind up the day for a good sleep.

FIne the Project and things are over. We had to leave the place. Again we feel bad coz It was a place which was made like home by us..anywaz...NONE OF US IN THIS WORLD CAN SAY WE ARE GONNA MAKE OUR DESTINY IN A PARTICULAR PLACE; ITS GOD'S
DESIRE..AND WE JUST HAVE TO CONTINUE OUR JOURNEY!!

FINE Letz get back to the college now,

Final days of our college and hostel were here. each one of us have something in mind and heart which says..thou we hate many things arnd we still are gonna miss something.....something valuable...Its TRUE THAT YOUR HATRED TOWARDS SOMETHING WILL SOMETIMES TURN OUT TO BE THE ONE YOU LOVE THE MOST OR VICE VERSA.

Well, we had a bunch of New Students in the First and Second Semester.The First years. wherein they had been very close to us. Good Times with them too.
Well, many more.....lot of things coming across my mind...However I would wind up here. As I end this..I am getting the same feeling tht I felt at my final days in the hostel and college. As thou...I am experiencing for the second time!!

Final Day, Sneha n Myself depart as roomates! But U see...If You Love something its cared and carried alwaz......so IS SNEHA AND ME...THOU DEPARTED FROM THE COLLEGE AND AS ROOMATES...BOTH OF US LAND UP IN IBM SAME BLOCK SAME FLOOR!!!

Nothing changes your opinion of a friend so surely as success - yours or his.

He who is slowest in making a promise is most faithful in its performance.

2006-04-25T14:21:00.000-07:00

He who is slowest in making a promise is most faithful in its performance.

An old man lived alone in Minnesota. He wanted to spade his potato garden, but it was very hard work.

His only son, who would have helped him, was in prison. The old man wrote a letter to his son and mentioned his situation:

Dear Son,
I am feeling pretty bad because it looks like I won't be able to plant my potato garden this year. I hate to misdo the garden, because your mother always loved planting time. I'm just getting too old to be digging up a garden plot. If you were here, all my troubles would be over. I know you would dig the plot, for me if you weren't in the prison.
Love,Dad

Shortly, the old man received this telegram:

"For Heaven's sake, Dad, don't dig up the garden! That’s where I buried the GUNS!!"

At 4 a.m. The next morning, a dozen FBI agents and local police officers showed up and dug up the entire garden without finding any guns.Confused, the old man wrote another note to his son telling him what happened and asked him what to do next.

His son's reply was:
"Go ahead and plant your potatoes, Dad It's the best I could do for you from here."

NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE IN THE WORLD, IF YOU HAVE DECIDED TO DO SOMETHING DEEP FROM YOUR HEART, YOU CAN DO IT,. IT IS THE THOUGHT THAT MATTERS NOT WHERE YOU ARE.

Missing you so very much….

2006-02-28T22:09:00.000-08:00

You can make more friends in two months by becoming interested in other people than you can in two years by trying to get other people interested in you.

He who has a thousand friends has not a friend to spare,And he who has one enemy will meet him everywhere

I just went down my Memory Lane as I looked into to my collections and Poems of my College days..... A kinda Exciting....sometimes Crazy.....Many more poems coming up in my Blog.....

I dint realise it when you said that
You have to leave, I even
Couldn’t feel it when
You were leaving, but now that
You are gone, I feel
As if you took away with you
A part of me, without
Which I am so incomplete.

There’s sadness in my Smiles, there’s
Loneliness among friends,
There’s no joy in life, as You
Took away all my happiness and
All my Wonderful moments
Along with you..

I am Missing
You very much, You
Took away all that
I had, come back
As without You,
I am really sad……..

YOU ARE SPECIAL!!!

2006-02-22T06:50:00.000-08:00

Beginning today, and for every day after, do not let the sun make its trip across the sky without spending at least a moment paying homage to your uniqueness. There is no one else in the entire world like you. You're that special. Please don't let yourself forget it. Had been Home to Coorg, the Weekend.
http://www.travelcoorg.com/html/about_coorg.html

Such a relaxation........

My Kiddie the darling SINDUKA (My Sister's Daughter ) makes every moment of my stay there as in HEAVEN! She's the Angel I have seen after my MOM on this earth.

That SMILE is worth a MILLION you earn on this Earth. OH! There's just no enough words for me to explain.... The Squicky noise she makes for every thing I ask her, the beautiful smile when calling her name, The Happiness and excitment she expresses banging her tiny toes.......I LOVE YOU SINDUKA!!! How can I Thank God for this wonderful Gift! My eyes Fill with Joy when I think about her.

My Niece is 4 months old now. I wish I could post her PIC here! I 'll do that next time.
This time I missed SHAIYAN at home. She's another little Angel (Niece) who's gonna be three months old soon. I like the way she makes sounds like a small lamb moreover to say like KID!LOVELY IS GOD'S CREATION!

Once I go Home, I dont feel like returning back from that heaven leaving back everyone. However, I need to come back and work coz I know the truth about life on Earth!

Guddu called me on my Journey to Home. I was really happy to receive his call. Not much did we speak. Still, My Dearest Rahul, You remain the same Sweetu friend of mine whatever comes on our way. You have a special place in my life dear; not like some one else who just passes off my life.

I may have forgotten to say that I care. I may have failed to open up and share, but though no words have been spoken, my promise of friendship won't b broken.

Time and distance are important between friends. When a friend is in your heart, they remain there forever. I may be busy, but I assure you, you are always in my heart!

Friends are like the walls of a house. Sometimes they hold you up, sometimes you lean on them. But sometimes, it's enough to know they're just standing by.

If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them; I'd be at the bottom to catch them.

I am on my night shift this week. another 45 mins to logoff for the day. I slept for 10 hrs yesterday! Took a break after 7 hrs to have my lunch and once again went to bed at 5:00pm and woke up at 8:00pm...CRAZY.......Isnt it? The last three hours of sleep was not on purpose! I simply slept off.. ;0)

Sitting here thinking about you today,
wishing that you weren't so far away.
A friendship that was created all so soon,
is really starting to bud and bloom.

You bring a smile to my face each day,
with the little messages you send my way.
I hope in the years soon to come,
that our friendship will shine like the sun.

We share a special kind of love,
blessed by that of the Lord above.
Forever friends we will stay,
never allowing our bond to fray.

In my heart you will always stay,
as I cherish our friendship everyday.
Take my hand my dear friend,
and friends we will remain to the end.

I will lift you up when your feeling down,
giving you a smile to replace that frown.
Just as I know you would do for me,
without friends where would we be?

A smile makes us look younger... while friends make us feel stronger... and they make us enjoy life.

There's Just Something Special About Hugs!!!!

2006-02-16T13:45:00.000-08:00

One day after the Valentine's Day!

Wish WE could be TOGETHER...FOREVER

Whenever we're apart,

I like to daydream about our Love.

I like to Savour the beautiful moments

We've shared in our closeness.

I love to linger on the tender things

you said to me or the way you give warm hugs so soft and light.

I love to remember....

and each time I do,

I'm filled with

A LONGING TO BE WITH YOU

and to once more live

those daydreams of our Love!

"There's Just Something Special About Hugs"

There's something in a simple hug That always warms the heart;It welcomes us back home

And makes it easier to part.

A hug's a way to share the joyAnd sad times we go through,Or just a way for friends to say

They like you 'cause you're you.

Hugs are meant for anyoneFor whom we really care,From your grandma to your neighbor,

Or a cuddly teddy bear.

A hug is an amazing thing.It's just the perfect wayTo show the love we're feeling

But can't find the words to say.

It's funny how a little hugMakes everyone feel good;In every place and language,

It's always understood.

Hugs don't need new equipment,Special batteries or parts.Just open up your arms

And open up your hearts.

You're a terrific personAnd you're very special too,So I'm sending you a special hug

So you'll know I'm thinking of you!

I Think am missing My Home very much...

Just begun reading Linux. I completed .......... Just 1page!LOL..;-)Its been a very Long time I have met my Friends. Need to make up on some day!

Donno Y, still find myself very moody these days... I love to be the same creative Girl I used to be. I love colorful and cheerful life.

Need to update my Skills, need to learn something new and helpul for my career to grow... So many things in mind..But not yet set with any.... Its Time I be serious..

"HAVE A LOVELY VALENTINE WEEK!"

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY....!!!!

2006-02-14T10:10:00.000-08:00

May not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go...

Hmmmm........mn Lovely Day! Feeling Good!! Its Valentine's Day Honey! Dont worry if U dont have one... just go around wishing everybody you find on your way! I bet it makes you and the other person feel good....atleast for a moment(If the Person is busy Scheduled!)!

I am Looking great today! A kind of Happiness, may be that is the one which has brought a charm on my Face!! Somedays are such kind .... U need not celebrate them to Enjoy.... the Day is just fine with its Lovely Meaning!!!

Dont Place me in your eyes,
I May fall off as a tear.
Place me in your heart, so that
Every Heart Beat reminds you that someone is there for you always!

Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever.

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside the person knowing you can't have him, see him or be with him ever again.........hope you understand.

Find time to realize that there is one person who means so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person who you thought meant nothing to you.

Wake me up when your Heart needs Company.
Take my Hand when you feel alone.
Turn to me when you need someone to lean on,
'coz till time runs out, I will always be there for you.

A VERY HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY WISHES TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHEREVER YOU ARE! ITS EACH OF OURS DAY TO CELEBRATE THE LOVE WE SHARED IN OUR FRIENDSHIP, MAY BE FOR A SHORT TIME OR LONG AND STILL ON.......THE GOOD TIMES ARE ALWAYS CHERISHED!!!

True Friendship is bond with LOVE....!

2006-02-10T11:47:00.000-08:00

Being a good friend takes a long time to learn. A good friend is loyal, which means you keep your promises and sometimes when you don't feel like being a friend you are anyway!

Sometimes our friends aren't perfect and they make mistakes but we make mistakes too, and we don't want our friends to leave us when that happens!

God gives us friends when we need them, and we should treat them like a gift from God!

".... If you have a repentant heart, Jesus is ready to forgive, if you ask. It's important that they understand that, just because God forgives us so easily we need to truly feel sorry for what we've done. After all, God knows what's in our heart and if we are truly sorry...."

Hmmmm! Well I am still struggling to get the Title of the Day! I am trying to connect the meaning of Friend and Love together or vice versa.

Isnt it true that your FRIEND needs to LOVE you, else he/she would never be called one?
LooK, I got it in right sense!

Now for the Title of The DAY!- "TRUE FRIENDSHIP IS BOND WITH LOVE..." Howz that now! Yippy!!!! That's cool I feel...

"Beloved, let us love one another: for love is of God; and every one that loveth is born of God, and knoweth God." 1 John 4:7

I wanted to fill this blog for the day with so many thoughts coming across my Heart and Mind, but I am really short of words. However the Theme is the same....

My Dearest FRIENDS ........I LOVE YOU ALL.... ....Wherever.....However.....Whatever...I am! I Mean It!

Tiring SICK Day!

2006-02-09T11:06:00.000-08:00

Came in Yesterday with a Heavy Head and then...... Din't even wait for 2 complete hours! I left!
A Total SICK DAY it was! Yeeeeeeks! I hate to fall sick!

Thought I would Manage the day ...Alas...!!! I could'nt!
My Manager and my Colleague are all so very understanding, Thanks Be To GOD! They dint wanted any explanations from me but were more concerned about my health and wanted me to take rest for the next hours of the day!

I was sleeping n..slezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....the whole day! Luckily I Slept in the night also (Else This day would have been a total $***!)

I Decided I would make this day of mine as happy as possible. Hmmn ...Well My Day is just moving on with slight fever too.. I hate Going to Hospital for my Medication!! Prefer to stay home than go n feel Sicker than what I am!

I am missing my Best Friend a lot....My Guddu. Hope he's reached home safe and is getting better each day from his SICK JAUNDICE! I am Missing you dear.....

"Value the people who have touched ur life because u'll never know just wen they'll walk out of ur life and never cum back again....WE LIVE LIFE ONCE........"

"Sumtimes v must b hurt in order 2 grow, v must fail in order 2 know, v must lose in order 2 gain, Bcoz sum lessons r best learned thru pain...."

My First day at Blogspot.com!!!!!

2006-02-07T09:25:00.000-08:00

My First day at Blogspot.com! Quite cool ......

I was really pissed off with no work, so thought I'll create a blog for myself! Hopefully I can spend some time over here, with whatever comes across my mind.

Over the days, Ive reduced a lot of phone calls! Now hardly I call up 2 of my frns regularly. May be from tomoro it will turn out to be just one Frn.

There was a time when my people found me with calls and calls all the time. My colleague used to pull my leg saying, "Part time job for Airtel!"
No more comments as such, I guess!

I can think of spending my time only for my Parents and Sisters and not interested on anything else. I know, I need to mould the way I spend my Time and Money. High time I start doing something interesting in life....Lets C abt tht. Let me wind up for the time.